did we choose violence pwb0581 Paul bundren

Why do we all hate each other 

Why can't we love each other 

Why must everything always have to be a big fight 

Why did we choose violence 

Can we please just make this stop

Let's put this for the record 

My body is not your personal property 

I am not your bitch 

You are not entitled to take advantage of me

Just to use me take everything away with out paying back leaving me with nothing 

I don't agree or consent to this 

Does this come as a bombshell 

How could you not see this coming 

This is a slap in the face 

Of everything our fathers brought to America

Of everything we stood and fought for

I hear the statue of Liberty screaming 

A cry for help

Were we against dictators

It seems like one has took over our country 

There goes our dreams

our retirement our social security 

Down the drain 

Our every effort in vein

All for nothing 

For some excuse I would not call a man

More like a coward in office 

More like a demon a criminal 

Running this country to the ground 

Telling us what we can and cannot do to our bodies and who we love and what religion to follow 

Taking money away from the poor

To fund his war against humanity and equal rights to kill us off 

One by one by one 

They don't want a woman president 

They even want the right to vote away 

Look how they treated Obama 

They tried to blame everything on him 

Would they next want to bring back slavery 

They are trying to abolish the constitution

To take power away from the people 

They don't care about us 

AI is taking our jobs and twisting reality 

All this gaslighting and misinformation on social media and tv

The billionaires get paid 

While the rest of us are on under employed on minimum wage starving and are homeless 

Is this a wake up call 

Can't say I didn't try to warn you 

Look I don't care what you believe in what religion or politics you follow as long as you don't force it down on me 

I don't care or want to know what is in your pants 

Or whoever you are sleeping with 

It is none of my business 

As long as it is with consensual adults and you are not hurting children 

Why can't we spread love instead of hate

It should not matter what color your skin is 

What gender you identify as 

Or what your sexual orientation is 

Why can't we be kind to one another 

Why do we hate each other 

Why must everything always have to be a big fight 

Why did we choose violence 

Can we please just make this stop

are you gone pwb0581 Paul bundren

Are you gone

It is hard to believe 

Are you gone 

It feels like we gotten to know you through your music 

But then you vanished 

Gone in a blink of an eye 

We never met in person 

But you were my best friend 

Hearing your story 

Listening to your songs

I relate with 

Kind of reminds you of me 

Someone dealing with trauma and a rough childhood 

Kind of resonates with me

I feel every lyric you said 

I almost wanted to be like you 

There will never be another you 

It feels like a part of me left with you 

I still can't believe that you are gone

I needed you 

You were like a best friend that I never met in person 

Please come back 

Please come back 

You are never coming back 

I can't accept that you are gone 

Are you gone 

Please come back 

Please come back 

You are never coming back 

I can't accept that you are gone 

so long pwb0581 Paul bundren

So long my brothers 

It has been so long 

Since we felt alive

We have become distant apart 

If I could get the chance for us to be together again I would take it 

The pain we held on to 

Can't replace all that was lost

Through the years 

If I had a do over 

If I could start back over again

I would not waste the time we had 

I would have loved you 

I would have been there when you needed me 

Try to be a better friend 

Wouldn't take things for granted like I did 

Wouldn't let this moment pass me by

I would stand up and try 

Instead of sitting on the sidelines 

Words left unspoken 

Work left undone 

If I had a chance to start over again 

I wouldn't let the opportunities pass me by

I would sing my heart out 

Like there is no tomorrow 

Let's face it our time is borrowed 

We are only here for so long 

If only if we could relive the days when we were young they are all but memories now 

It has been so long

Since we felt alive 

If I had a do over 

I would have listened 

Try to hold on to my brothers and not let go 

Try to be a better friend 

Let the band play 

Like this is the last show of our lives 

Live like no tomorrow 

We won't stay quiet for the likes of our critics

I hope that this is a fuck you to their faces

I had been so long since we felt alive 

We are not going to just lay down and die 

I am going to keep singing keep fighting till my last breath 

sinking ship pwb0581 Paul bundren

I kind of feel like I was dragged into this 

All of your chaos and fear mongering 

I didn't really wanted any part of this 

But I didn't contest or question your authority 

Didn't want to be your next scapegoat

I know I am at the losing end of this 

I don't know why I continue to allow this 

Let you belittle and minimize me

I feel like we are on a sinking ship 

Already in voyage if I jump off do I drown 

Damned if I do 

Damned if don't 

Too many wrongs and no rights

can we talk about it pwb0581 Paul bundren

Can we talk about it 

Instead of stuffing everything down 

It doesn't have to be like this 

Where is the love in this desperate time of war

Would you call on long lost friends that you miss 

Try to Set aside the differences for one day 

Would you drop a coin for humanity 

Build homes for the homeless 

Give hope to the hopeless 

Try to feed the hungry 

Paint a more prettier picture 

The world outside can be dark and cold 

Lets try to escape that place 

Try to create our own safe place 

Let's try to build bridges 

Instead of burning them 

It doesn't have to be like this 

We can be friends 

We can stand together 

No one deserves to walk alone 

In the freezing cold and rain 

We can help each other 

Instead of hurting each other 

Lets shine light on the darkness 

Dream of brighter days

Can we talk about it 

Instead of stuffing it all down 

All of this anger in today's world is driving us all insane 

rest in pieces pwb0581 Paul bundren

Rest in pieces

Once stood dignity and respect 

Now we are the laughing stock of the world 

The butt of our own jokes 

We never thought that this would be us

But now here we are 

You blame me 

I blame you 

We agree to disagree 

Rest in pieces 

Once stood trust 

But now nobody believes us

After we turned our backs on our friends 

They are now our enemies 

Be careful what you wish for 

You are so weak and powerless 

For picking on someone smaller than you 

Are you ashamed of yourself 

ashes to ashes pwb0581 Paul bundren

Ashes to ashes 

Dust to dust 

At the end of the day 

It doesn't matter what effort I put in 

You are just going to tear it down anyway 

You are going to have it your way 

You refuse to listen to me 

You never gave a fuck about me 

Only what you can take from me 

I wonder why I ever put my trust in you

You lied

You promised me one thing 

And did something completely else

You think it is pretty cool 

I think it is pretty evil

Ripping apart families 

And starving your people 

What ever happened to the love 

It seems like it got erased 

Replaced with hate and lies

Innocence has died 

Along with hopes and dreams 

I wonder if my vote ever counted

Or did you hack rig and stole the election

Would you put me away for treason 

Try to have me killed 

Cuz I don't agree with what you are doing to this country 

you may had your followers brainwashed 

But I see right though the corruption 

I will never belong to you 

I cannot be bought or sold 

You will never take me alive 

This is not consent more like rape

Ashes to ashes 

Dust to dust 

At the end of the day 

You are going to have us blown to smithereens are you 

You only give a fuck about yourself 

do you want more pwb0581 Paul bundren

Everything is a cluster fuck right now 

It is a huge mind sore

Most of the time I try to evade it 

But it seems to be resurfacing 

Can't seem to run away from it

The news keeps screaming propaganda 

This is an alarm call 

Cries for answers I don't have 

Why is the world suffering 

We rob from starving children to build corporate leaders mansions

We are at a race to make nuclear bomb heads

Yet we criminalize homelessness

It doesn't seem like we are trying to fix the problems 

Instead making things worse 

What am I supposed to do 

Stand by and do nothing 

Wake up America 

It seems like they are trying to destroy everything our fathers built

They tried to brainwash all of us 

The devil isn't red with horns it is threat level orange wearing a suit and tie 

Disguised as a god 

Taking all of us for a ride to hell 

So he can create his empire 

Of evil intentions 

Haven't this pig had enough 

Yet we keep bowing to his disgusting demands

Leaving us empty handed and feeling used in the end

Do you feel manipulated

Do you feel exhausted 

Welcome to the club 

You think cuz they hurt you and took advantage of you 

Means it is okay to take it out on me

You are just as low as them

Who is going to trust you 

After you turned your back on the people who had yours 

You fed us to the wolves 

Used us as scapegoats so you can get ahead 

Were we just pawns in your dirty game 

In time you will get what you deserve 

Just remember of all the things we could have been 

We could have been one and united loved one another and try to eliminate this hate

It doesn't have to be this way 

Why do they have to turn us against each other 

As we march out towards this war 

Just remember that 

You don't know what you have till it is gone

Haven't you had enough or do you want more of this chaos and confusion I try to block out 

who is keeping score pwb0581 Paul bundren

Who is keeping score 

I have gotten bored 

Sick Of the same shit from yesterday fed over and over again 

They say 

Take this lying down on all fours 

This will be painless 

Said a liar

Maybe this should be you 

You try to shift the blame 

Does this strike a nerve 

That they got the best of you 

You bit the bullet for someone else 

They took credit for the work you did 

Then they tried to erase you 

Like you are a nobody 

I never got paid for what you put me through 

I think it's your turn 

How does it feel when the tables turn 

I won't be used 

I won't be taken for granted anymore 

I am not your bitch 

Before you make me do this 

I want to get paid 

Who is keeping score

I am not your whore

I don't want to play this game anymore 

I think I'll lock my door 

Won't let you inside 

Get out of my life 

This is over 

Before this even begins 

I won't give my life away for free

I won't let you just walk all over me 

I don't want any part of your plans 

To own me 

I think that this is a gimmick 

That this is a scam 

Does this make you angry 

If you take part of this 

If you condone this 

Maybe you are part of the problem 

In the end 

We are going to destroy ourselves from within 

you are not alone pwb0581 Paul bundren

I can tell something is off 

Something is very wrong 

You are not yourself 

You keep falling 

Making the same mistakes

I can't help but sit and stare

I am struggling too 

It feels like we are so far away from home 

No safe place to run and hide

Wandering what next they are going to take away

Our lives are on the line 

And it doesn't seem they care

Can we join in each other's arms 

You don't have to walk this journey alone 

Know that you are not alone 

I'll try to be here for you 

Even though the world seems to be ending 

Getting darker every day 

Things are getting tougher to understand 

Every twist feels like a massive blindside

It feels like Repeated blows to the head

Can we join in each other's arms 

You don't have to walk this journey alone 

Know that you are not alone 

I'll try to be here for you 

You are not alone 

every day is Halloween pwb0581 Paul bundren

Dancing with spiders and snakes 

Every day is Halloween 

Maybe I am a witch 

Where is my broom 

Where is my black cat 

Frighten all the little kids at night 

I'll get you my pretty 

Going to get you and your little dog too

Parents will ban me lol

Maybe send me to jail 

If it was before the revolutionary war

People would want to burn me at the stake 

I am melting lol

Am I a trick or treat 

Hang out with Freddy Chucky and Jason 

I don't think the bakery will let me decorate a cake lol

It might look like something from a crime scene 

All bloody full of body parts 

If I had my way

Every day would be Halloween 

I'd eat all the candy 

Save none for the kids 

Am I an asshole or what lol

slow down pwb0581 Paul bundren

I think I would let you know 

That I have been hurt and lied to before 

That I have trust issues 

I am a little scared 

I am a little paranoid 

I am scared of hooking up 

I heard of past stories of things going wrong 

I am scared it could end up being me

Don't get me wrong 

I think I like you 

I am just scared 

I don't really know you very well 

I think I would like to know more about you 

Before we just get it on

It feels like things are going a bit too fast 

In a hurry 

Please slow down 

I don't know if I can handle or process this all at once 

We don't have to fuck on the first date 

I think I rather slow down 

Maybe this is going too fast 

told you so pwb0581 Paul bundren

Why does this feel like a seizure 

Why does this feel like a rape

It feels like some unseen unknown threat is out to get us unexpectedly from with in

Trying to pay attention 

Keep getting distracted 

Does anyone else feel like this is a lot to take in

Feeling like this is being forced upon 

Under no notice or consent 

Have to drop what you are doing

Pulled away and isolated from family and friends 

For someone else some unidentified stranger

Claims he is my boss that he is a king a god 

Who doesn't give a shit about you or me

Trying to make us lay on all fours 

Fucking us over 

And don't get paid for it instead taking all our money being robbed 

It doesn't feel like a job it feels like slavery 

I think I am walking out today 

Why do we condone or allow this

We are killing our own kind 

This is Holocaust 2.0

Of course they try to erase us

Arrest/Kill anyone who protest who doesn't agree

Haven't we seen this and heard this song 100 times before 

Can't wrap my head around the diabolical destruction of what we help build

We are erasing history and rights

And pointing fingers at someone else 

This is how we fall 

This is how we crawl 

Lifeless and so scared 

Does anyone have a spine 

Or are we just going to allow this to happen 

I can't help to be confused and have so many questions why 

Only to be mislead and lied to 

Denied the truth

Why do keep falling 

Why do we keep crawling 

Lifeless and so scared 

Singing the same song over and over again 

Making no progress only going back 

It seems the pedal is on reverse 

Deliberately sabotaging ourselves 

Over and over again 

Stand up and do something 

Instead of crying doing nothing and allowing this to happen 

Can't say that I told you so

But we didn't listen 

This is our fault 

Told you so 

But you didn't listen 

Now you get everything that is coming to you 

Can't say that I tried to warn you 

I don't believe pwb0581 Paul bundren

Not really sure that I believe in your God

Was your God created to fund the rich 

And exploit the poor

And try to divide the people instead of uniting each other 

Was your God created to not heal the children but to deny healthcare to the sick

And to create holy global war and condone hate 

I am not sure I believe 

I find a lot of things to be disturbing and disgusting

Please don't force politics or religion down on me 

It may not settle very well 

I find a lot of things you preach to be so hateful

I rather go my own way than the path you choose to take 

Don't try to control me

I don't believe or stand for your hate

Is your God even real 

Or is the preacher a stranger trying to hurt us

And violate us

And Who have insecurities of his own 

Is your God going to save me 

Or tell me that everything I love is a sin

why must everything be about money pwb0581 Paul bundren

2025 is such a pain in my ass

I work 40 hours a week 

Trying to choose between food or rent

Tariffs raised the price of everything 

Probably will end up evicted and homeless 

Don't really got any place to go 

I don't drive 

Can't afford a vehicle or insurance or gas 

Stunned paralyzed by what we see

Don't know who's to blame 

But we can't survive this way

More sticker shock 

And Uncle Sam wants his share

The government shuts down 

No one can agree 

Whose side are you on

Everything is corrupt 

Trying to pick the lesser of the evils

This bitch is broke

Yet they still ask for more money 

They are trying to get rid of healthcare 

And Jack the prices up on medicine 

We can't afford to live as is

Where is the love 

Why is everyone so greedy 

I wasn't born in a rich family 

Like some of the silver spoon fed blue collar people 

I Had to work for everything 

And still can't afford what you have 

Do I still get the same rights as you 

Do you even care 

Or are you stuck up 

Won't even donate a dime to charity 

It is clear to me 

We live in a world we don't understand 

Where the rich get richer

And the poor get poorer

And nobody gives a fuck about you 

Unless you have money 

we are not ok pwb0581 Paul bundren

Sometimes I am not ok

And need somebody to go to for support 

Sometimes it feels like there's nowhere to run 

The world can be an evil place 

And the weight is getting heavier 

Sometimes I need someone to talk to 

Things are feeling so dark 

Sometimes you are not ok

And need somebody to go to for support 

And that is ok

I will try to be here for you 

We can share our pain together 

You don't have to walk this journey alone

I will try to be here for you 

Sometimes we are not ok 

And that is alright

It seems like everyone is addicted to drama 

Sometimes we need a place to escape from this madness 

Sometimes we are all not ok

And that is alright 

I will try to be here for you 

We can share our pain together 

You don't have to walk this journey alone 

break pwb0581 Paul bundren

Just cause you can do something means you should sometimes I just want to put everything down and run away 

I don't know why I keep holding on

Sometimes I want to let go

Is there any hope 

I feel like I am constantly trying to catch my breath 

Always falling over myself 

I feel distracted by too many events going on in the world today 

It is hard to keep up with the pace

It feels like everyone is always expecting more from me without paying back 

The more you do the more they want 

It is hard to keep up 

What would happen if I quit 

Can you handle this

The load seems to keep piling up 

I feel like I am at my breaking point 

Can I please take a break 

I feel scared now 

What else is next 

I feel like they are trying to take my rights away 

And make me their slave 

Maybe I need a break 

Maybe I need a break 

I am asking 

Can I please take a break 

Can I take a break 

Can I take a break 

I am asking 

Can I please take a break 

the white flag ain't waving pwb0581 Paul bundren

Sinister administrator 

Wicked administrator 

Show me just how you are Mr right 

Steering us all in the ditch 

You want it all 

And want it now 

It all comes with one price 

Human lives

At your disposal 

I worked my ass off and you took credit for it 

I paid for your mistakes you lied and turned around and do this intentionally 

I hope someday you get what is coming to you 

We know we are fucked 

But we hold on 

Defiant till the end 

We won't give up 

We'll fight for our share to exist 

Let us belong here 

We ain't going nowhere 

We will step out feet down 

We won't go down without Resistance 

This won't be a swan song 

We will carry on as legends

Go ahead and take us out 

We will go down as martyrs 

There are plenty more of us

That will remember what you did to us 

You can't erase us

We will not be forgotten 

You will be the fool

In the end go down as the lowest of the low

You are no leader you are a nobody to us

How cowardly to use human shields to protect you 

You try to cover your wicked lies

One after another 

But can you keep your hands clean 

your paper trail is a mile long 

The holes in your story are starting to crack 

Who is going to believe you now 

After you sold us out to save yourself 

You want to take me out 

Go ahead 

But there are plenty more of us 

That want to take the power back in our hands 

And Clean up the mess you made

You left a big stain

How are you going to explain 

With more lies and misinformation 

No one is going to believe you 

We all know you are not sorry 

We know we are fucked 

But we hold on 

Defiant till the end 

We won't give up 

This is not our swan song 

We still have plenty of energy left 

The white flag ain't waving yet

who's crying now pwb0581 Paul bundren

We won't be your puppets anymore 

We won't be your scapegoats anymore 

Tired of walking on eggshells 

You see you can't control us anymore 

We are not your whores

I will be leaving your sorry ass behind 

And we will be seeing who is crying now

You can't manipulate me 

You can't control me 

And no you don't own me

I have a voice 

And I am using it today 

I won't be playing your games anymore 

We won't be your puppets anymore 

We won't be your scapegoats anymore 

Tired of walking on eggshells 

You see you can't control us anymore 

We are not your whores

I will be leaving your sorry ass behind 

And we will be seeing who is crying now

I am not your gopher 

I am not your guinea pig 

I am not willing to lay down and die for you 

With nothing to gain 

No more letting the wool being pulled over my eyes 

Time to wake up 

We won't be your puppets anymore 

We won't be your scapegoats anymore 

Tired of walking on eggshells 

You see you can't control us anymore 

We are not your whores

I will be leaving your sorry ass behind 

And we will be seeing who is crying now

Look who's crying now 

You are just a crazy clown 

painkiller pwb0581 Paul bundren

Need a painkiller 

Run from the pain

Run from the pain

Trying to find somewhere safe 

Need a painkiller 

Run from the pain 

Run from the pain 

Try to find somewhere safe 

My head hurts

From trying to take in all this information 

I rather not know 

I turn off the news

It is too depressing 

Same shit different day 

Stop the violence 

Need a painkiller 

Run from the pain 

Run from the pain

Trying to find somewhere safe 

Need a painkiller 

Run from the pain

Run from the pain 

Try to find somewhere safe 

Stop the violence 

Stop the noise 

Need a painkiller 

Run from the pain 

Run from the pain 

Trying to find somewhere safe 

Need a painkiller 

Run from the pain 

Run from the pain 

Try to find somewhere safe 

i walk alone pwb0581 Paul bundren

Things are confusing 

There is no one here that I know 

It feels like everyone is fake 

Life is one big facade 

Who do I trust 

I feel like I am out on a limb 

Up a creek with out a paddle 

Most people are too stuck up themselves 

So now I walk alone 

This city is no longer my home 

More like a nightmare 

Feels like everyone is screaming at me 

Things that make no sense to me 

I guess I will always be alone 

I feel like I am better off without the fake love 

Being back stabbed 

Kind of knew I was a one man army 

In this relationship 

Doing everything getting nothing out of it

I am turning away 

I am no longer interested 

Through with trying to fix everyone 

Sabotaging myself 

So now I walk alone 

This city is no longer my home 

More like a nightmare 

Feels like everyone is screaming at me 

Things that make no sense to me 

I guess I will always be alone

Rather be myself

Than in a one sided relationship 

So now I walk alone 

This city is no longer my home 

More like a nightmare 

Feels like everyone is screaming at me 

Things that make no sense to me 

I guess I will always be alone

This is not my home 

take me back pwb0581 Paul bundren

Please take me back 

Why is life such a chore

Let's go back to 1994

When I was just 13 years old 

We lived in the country 

We used to go to the doggie Lodge and get a soda from the machine on our bikes

Heard that place doesn't exist anymore 

I'd play the original final fantasy on the nes

Those days were kryptonite 

Take me back to the days when things were easy 

Now my folks most of them are long dead and gone 

It is just us now 

And we are very far apart 

We hardly talk to each other 

Shit is real

We shifted into high gear 

Counting the years

There are no brakes 

Take me back to the days when things were easy 

Back before Facebook 

Back before people got offended by everything 

We used to get dropped off in town skating till 6am unsupervised no parents 

Now the world is dark and scary 

Constantly changing 

Strangers become friends 

Friends become strangers 

Where have I been 

Why is life such a chore 

Now my back is sore 

Can't afford to retire 

Still working 

No time to watch tv

Guess I'll sleep when I am dead

Take me back to the days when things were easy 

you can't convert me pwb0581 Paul bundren

You can't save me 

You can't convert me

Suppressing my feelings 

Only makes me feel more down

And dislike you even more 

I come to terms 

On accepting myself the way I am 

And not trying to change 

On the likes of someone else 

Who doesn't appreciate me

I learned that I was different from a young age

I was not like the other boys 

I wasn't good at sports 

I wasn't very strong 

I used to like to draw

And play with stuffed animals

I don't know why I was weird 

And didn't fit in with my peers

I isolated myself 

Even hated myself 

For being different 

You can't save me 

You can't convert me

Suppressing my feelings 

Only makes me feel more down

And dislike you even more 

I come to terms 

On accepting myself the way I am 

And not trying to change 

On the likes of someone else 

Who doesn't appreciate me

As time passed by 

I learned to love myself 

Accept myself in the skin I am in

Should I have to be afraid for my life 

Cuz of who I am 

You can't save me 

You can't convert me

Suppressing my feelings 

Only makes me feel more down

And dislike you even more 

I come to terms 

On accepting myself the way I am 

And not trying to change 

On the likes of someone else 

Who doesn't appreciate me

Trying to change me makes me even want to defy you even more 

I'll try to be there pwb0581 Paul bundren

When the events that are happening in the world is just too much to take 

I'll try to be there with open arms 

And try to save you from the darkness 

Sometimes life is a bitter pill to swallow 

The water is way too deep 

It feels like you are drowning

Choking gasping for air 

And there is no one there to save you 

You are getting kicked down the stairs 

Doesn't seem anyone cares 

When the wind takes you off your feet 

When you just can't seem to get by

When you run out of chances to try

When everything happening in the world is just too much 

I'll try to be there with open arms

And try to save you from the darkness 

 

This world is filled with so much hatred 

There is so much you can't relate with 

Can't slow this down 

Can't rewind 

It feels like everything is on fast forward 

Dancing with two left feet 

Walking down a dark street 

All alone 

Far from home 

Who is going to reach out  

When the wind takes you off your feet 

When you just can't seem to get by

When you run out of chances to try

When everything happening in the world is just too much 

I'll try to be there with open arms

And try to save you from the darkness 

I'll try to be there for you when the world turns dark and grey.

Understand we all have issues we are going through 

 

When the wind takes you off your feet 

When you just can't seem to get by

When you run out of chances to try

When everything happening in the world is just too much 

I'll try to be there with open arms

And try to save you from the darkness 

I would have done something pwb0581

I feel horrible 

I did nothing

As I watched you suffer

Had issues of my own 

I couldn't help you with yours 

We went to the same school with each other

For a time 

We worked at the same restaurant 

I was living with my father at the time 

Trying to get on my feet 

It wasn't easy to watch you go

If I would knew 

I would say something 

But I was trying to protect myself 

I would of been your friend 

But your life came to an end 

Before I could say goodbye 

If had a do over

I'd reach a hand 

I'd trade places

It wasn't cool of me to ignore you 

And watch you suffer 

Circling down the drain 

I was too worried about myself 

I watched you basically take your own life 

It is a regret I can't reverse 

I feel like a monster 

I was trying to look out for myself 

If I had a do over I would do something 

Say something 

Instead of watching you go 

violence is not the answer pwb0581

Two wrongs don't make a right

Just because you don't agree with someone 

Doesn't give you an excuse to kill them 

A man was taken away from his family and friends 

This is not ok

Even if you don't like someone

Even if he was a bigot and a racist 

We should not be celebrating someone's death that is just completely wrong 

It doesn't matter what side you are on

Killing is wrong there is no excuse

Violence is not the answer 

Instead of spreading hate

We should be spreading love 

it's over now pwb0581 Paul bundren

I had to block you out 

To work on myself 

I can't deal with your problems

And mine too 

Hopefully you can find someone else 

I am tired of shutting down 

So I can be with you 

It is over now 

Tired of being numb 

Tired of being down 

I want control of myself 

I am tired of someone telling me 

What to be

I am taking a different step 

A different approach 

Maybe I have to cut people out 

To work on myself 

Sorry not sorry 

For trying to fix myself 

Is it selfish 

For wanting to better myself 

I am tired of the pain 

I am tired of lying to be with you 

Tired of the fake love

I am just not happy 

Tired of being afraid to say how I feel 

It is over now

Tired of suppressing my feelings 

Tired of holding back my life

To impress someone else 

Tired of feeling like I am being taken advantage of tired of hiding from and lying to my family and my friends 

From here on out 

I am putting my foot down 

I won't be your stepping stone anymore 

lay to rest pwb0581 Paul bundren

Lay to rest 

Suffer no more

Let the dead sleep 

No more sad songs 

Only brighter days 

From here on out

Life begins again 

Lay to rest 

You will not be forgotten 

May you finally be at peace 

Sleep forever 

No more sad songs 

Only brighter days 

From here on out 

Live begins again 

In spirit you are still alive 

I keep you in my memory 

Lay to rest 

Suffer no more 

You were my friend 

But God needed you more

May you finally be at peace 

No more sad songs 

Only brighter days 

From here on out 

Lay to rest 

pwb0581- lost dog by paul bundren

howl if you hear me

howl if you are out there 

looking for a lost dog

lost friend of mine

lost America

lost beauty

lost energy

lost soul

lost pride

hope died

I was living a lie

inspiration dead

looking for a lost dog

a lost friend

can't find their way back home

turned away

I'm just a child no one wants

just a lost dog

never had a lucky day

dreams vanish and disappear

can't recognize anything

nothing as appears

people can't see my tears

looking for a lost dog

a lost friend of mine

that got forgotten

like a lost toy

kicked around along the way

that can't be recovered

I'm just a grown-up broken child

lost his best friend

looking for a lost dog

I may never find

I feel alone

I feel traumatized 

I am missing something

can't put my finger around it

lost America

lost beauty

lost energy

lost soul

lost pride

hope died

I was living a lie

inspiration dead

looking for a lost dog

a lost friend

I can't find

howl if you hear me

howl if you are out there

looking for a lost dog

lost friend of mine

?2025- pwb0581 paul bundren

 where to begin everything is a fucking mess lines crossed bodies buried in the sand there is no turning back no more friends no more allies everyone for themselves it is dog eat dog flesh and bone no more kings we are out to dethrone clearly we haven't learned our lesson now there is hell to pay with human lives as dollar signs when are we going to get paid for the work we did I thought slavery was outlawed  were we mislead were we the fools taken advantage of by hate and greed will I die for these words that were said I feel like we have been manipulated and bullied for way too long can we put the power back in the people's hands state the obvious this is abuse of power for corporate gain when will people are we blind why do we let a false prophet dictator criminal control us with our bodies with our minds with our money like it means a thing

none 4 all pwb0581

I am a target for your hate and violence 

Cuz I don't agree with you 

You want to kill the other side of the argument 

For your own gain

I got news for you 

Not everyone is happy 

Some people are pissed off 

They want your head chopped off

Go deny everything is ok 

Till one day you find we are at war

If you haven't caught it 

It's none for all 

The rich gets richer

While the poor fight to survive 

On the battlefield 

March one by one by one 

To the grave

fixer upper pwb0581

We are starting from scratch 

Working with nothing 

It's rusty 

It's dusty

Don't know if it can still run

But let's give it a crank

Guess it is better than nothing 

It is a beater with a heater

It is a fixer upper 

It needs tender loving care

Trying to salvage junk in to works of art

Trying to turn old into new again 

Trying to turn rusty into shiny 

It is a fixer upper 

Let's see where we can go with nothing 

Let's build this city on ruins

I am not dead yet 

I just began 

I am just getting started 

So why it this the end

We are fixing what you destroyed 

We are not your puppets

We are not your toys

We will fix this mess you made

This will go down in history 

As the biggest comeback to happen

Back from the dead completely revived 

We are not your scapegoats

We are not your slaves

We will take our values to our grave

Fighting tooth and nail for what we believe 

Is there anybody right or wrong 

Who made you judge and jury or god

If there is a god to believe 

A lot of hate and deception 

Lies and corruption 

Nobody is innocent 

Why can't we try to fix things 

Instead of breaking things

Can we all hold our hands together and unite as a team to make this a better place for you and me to live in 

America the beautiful will thrive once again 

pwb0581 failure

I feel like a failure 

Sorry I was not supportive 

I needed support myself 

I didn't feel like I was getting 

Sorry I didn't help you 

Sorry I wasn't there 

When you needed me 

I was a little fucked up too

I was an asshole 

I didn't have my priorities together 

I was thinking about my pain and problems and not about others 

I was careless 

I was stupid 

I basically left you by yourself 

With my mess and didn't try to fix it 

I was in the weeds and didn't go chasing after you 

If I had the opportunity to change it 

I would have tried to save you 

And sacrifice myself 

I guess I did what I could 

It wasn't good enough 

I feel like a failure 

pwb0581 throw away

Was I an unwanted child

Was I a throw away 

Am I the one you love to hate

Do you want to give me up

Why must I go on this alone 

On my own 

Sometimes it seems like I can't get help

I feel like your back is turned on me

I just don't understand 

Why it feels so cold 

I can't change who I am 

Why was I born into a world that doesn't accept me

I never asked for this 

Paul bundren pwb0581 lost friend

Music is a long lost friend 

Put on a song from yesterday 

It is like a drug

For my mind 

Leave my troubles in my life behind 

It is there for me when I am down and out 

It is like therapy

I put it on when I am happy 

When I want to dance 

When I am sad when I am angry 

It sometimes helps me get through the day 

I sometimes helps me carry on 

When I am feeling down and low 

Sometimes when there is nothing else 

When it seems that no one else in the world cares about me 

I turn to music it is always there

Sometimes I write stuff too 

Sometimes the things I write come out a little dark and heavy and gloomy and weird 

I apologize ahead of time if anything is explicit 

Sometimes It just comes out that way

Just trying to express myself the best way I know how 

I put myself on display for the world to see if they like to 

It is hard to explain all the meanings of the things that I write 

Some people have different perspectives 

And different points of view

You can interpret it anyway you like 

Paul bundren pwb0581 rock and roll will never die

I would like to create a song 

I would like to get on stage 

I would like to sing

Even if I make a fool of myself 

I would like to share a story 

That hopefully someone can relate to 

I just want to have fun

And for you to have fun 

And make you happy 

Take away all the troubles and the pain for the moment 

Try to make you happy 

And rock out on stage 

Forget the darkness and evil in this world 

If this is the last song I write before I die

I want to try to make it it a good one

I want to try to leave you something behind that you can remember for the rest of your life 

Something that you can share with your friends 

I want to make my mark in history 

I won't live forever 

Just want to live while I am alive 

Is that too much to ask for 

I won't live forever 

Just want to live while I am alive

Let the music play

Take the meaning of the lyrics in any way you like 

Rock and roll will never die 

Paul bundren pwb0581 don't want to be king

Not really sure that I want to be king

Not really sure that I want to be president 

And all the power and responsibility that comes with it 

Things are already fucked up 

Don't want to make it worse than it is 

Don't want my name attached to politics 

Don't want to cause a war I can't win

Don't really want to be the center of the controversy 

Yes I'd like to stand up for human rights 

I'd like to cut taxes for the poor 

And make the guilty stand trial 

And bring justice 

It doesn't mean that I want to run for office 

Not really sure that I want to be movie star

Don't think that I would be a good actor

Don't memorize lines well 

Not really sure that I would do well with reality TV

I am not the strongest physically or mentally

Not sure how I would do in challenges 

And don't think I would have a great social game plan 

Not really sure that I would be made out to be the greatest singer but I try 

Sometimes my voice is off key

I try to write stuff but a lot of it sounds the same 

Not really sure that I want to be king 

Not really sure that I want to be president 

Not really sure that I want to be famous 

And all the attention that comes with it 

I think I rather be free to just live my life 

Without people asking how much you get paid 

Not really sure that I want people following me around everywhere I go even to use the bathroom 

Not really sure that I want my private life public 

I think I just want to be free to live my life without everyone following me wherever I go

Not everyone needs to know who I am having sex with 

I feel like it is none of peoples business

Not really sure that this is what I signed up for 

Sometimes I just rather be alone than in a crowd 

Yes I like the fans but don't really want the media following me everywhere I go broadcasting everything I do 

Is it ok to ask for some alone time every once in a while 

Don't want to feel pressured into making everything public 

Sometimes I just want to go home to my family and have dinner in a private setting without people coming up to me and asking me questions without the media following me 

Without answering questions about who I am what I do or how I am supposed to be 

Sometimes i just want to live my life 

not sure that i am comfortable with getting behind a movie screen or getting in front of a crowd 

Sometimes I just want to crawl under the covers in my bed and say good night 

Leave all the troubles of the world behind 

Sometimes I just want to live my life

Is that too much to ask for 

Not really sure that I want to be king 

Not really sure that I want to be president 

Not really sure that I want to be famous 

Do I really want to sell my soul for the money and fame and power 

Is it even worth it 

I don't think so 

Paul bundren pwb0581 your drugs

I am not feeling ok

It feels like I am being drugged 

You are taking me under your wing 

I feel seduced

Under peer pressure

Your drugs you keep prescribing me are killing me 

They are making me sick 

I think I am addicted I can't stop 

Can't get off the spell I am under 

I try to quit But I Can't walk away On my own 

You keep prescribing me your killer drugs

They are killing me 

i think you got me addicted 

I need to find a way to stop

Before your drugs end up killing me

What did you slip in the drinks you keep trying to hand me 

I am not feeling alright

Not feeling like myself 

What are you trying to do to me

I feel like I can't trust you 

Your drugs they are making me sick 

I think they are killing me

You got me under your spell

I think I am addicted 

I need to find a way to stop 

Before your drugs end up killing me 

Paul bundren pwb0581 some days

Some days I don't like anybody 

And don't want anything to do with you or anybody 

Sometimes I just want to shut down 

Lock myself into my room 

And forget the world

I don't want to go outside and play 

Don't want to respond to anything 

Even on social media 

I don't make any post or comments often 

Sometimes I keep scrolling 

Usually don't find anything I like on it 

I quit browsing 

People don't have nice things to say 

I feel like I am giving my life away 

To a machine 

To a robot 

That doesn't care about my feelings 

Worse of all a lot of people are fake

Some of them are trying to fuck you over

To take advantage of you for their own greed 

Not everyone is your friend 

People killing each other for power

Some days are bad

I just try to stay to myself 

Some days I just want to quit everything and shut down 

Lock myself in my room 

And forget the world 

Don't want to go outside and play 

There are a lot of evil things going on in the world today

Some days I just want to stay in bed and do nothing 

Paul bundren pwb0581 can we get along

Why can't we get along 

Why do we have to fight 

Why must everything be so evil 

Why must everything be about money 

When did this all began 

And how do we stop this 

This isn't how we raised 

Our ancestors would roll in their grave 

If they knew what was going on 

This is not love for one another it is blasphemy 

Can we turn things around 

Can we turn back time 

Can we change this story

End this tragedy before it begins 

Can we get out of the car about to crash 

And escape our death 

Why must everything be a sad sad song 

why do we keep singing along on repeat

Why can't we get along 

Why can't we love each other 

Make this world be a more happier place to be 

Make a difference 

Make a stand 

Don't let others decide for you 

Why are we laying down and dying for hate to eat us alive and take our souls 

Can we rebuild this home 

Make it a happier place to be

Why must we fight

Can we talk this out peacefully 

Can we fix this dysfunctional family

Can we try to paint a picture that is more prettier

Can we get along 

Try to make this world a better place for you and me to live in 

Paul bundren pwb0581 invisible

Sorry that they did this to you 

I will try to not let them do it again 

I will try not to let your death be in vain 

I will try to live on in your memory

I will fight for the rights they tried to take away and the life they claimed from you 

i won't let you be forgotten 

You were someone similar to myself

Someone different from all the rest 

That struggled to fit in just like me

A small town queer kid just like me 

That didn't had much support or resources growing up 

I want you to know that you belong 

I will try to be a safe person  

For all of the community out there that is struggling 

You are not alone 

No matter how hard they try to erase us

We have been and will always be here

No matter if they try to erase us and hide us

No matter how much they bully us 

We are not invisible 

Paul bundren pwb0581 I won't tell them your name

Bombs are going off in the air

But right now we don't care 

Leave the troubles of the world behind 

And just have fun 

We go dancing in the pouring rain 

Two gay soldiers kissing 

We don't care if people are watching 

We do it anyway cuz it feels right 

Then we go back to our tents 

Then perform oral sex on each other til we both cum

Technically we are breaking conduct code

But we proceeded anyway 

Who needs to know 

They say don't ask don't tell 

I won't tell them your name 

If you Don't tell them mine 

We can remain totally discreet 

we can remain completely anonymous 

if you want to 

No one needs to know 

Our relationship status doesn't have to be shared 

It doesn't have to be made public if you don't want to 

Why are people so concerned about what we do with our bodies

As long as we both consent to it 

Isn't there more important things out there to worry about 

We should be able to love each other and marry each other if we want to 

Without people judging us and discriminating against us 

Paul bundren pwb0581 your ghost

I try to pretend I am alright 

But your ghost keeps me up at night 

Can't erase you from my memory 

Everything in you I see in me

Wish I could revive you 

And turn back time

These days have turned even more troubling 

Since you left 

Wish were here with me 

To comfort me 

To guide me along the way 

Ever since you left 

They took our lifelines away 

we have been left in the cold to defend for ourselves 

I wish I could bring you back 

The world turned dark and grey

Your ghost is all that remains 

If I can bring you back from yesterday 

Everything has gone away since you left 

The weather outside turned dark and cold and raining 

My mental health has taken a decline 

For the worse

Trying to hold on to things 

That reminds me of you 

Can't pick up the pieces left scattered behind 

The rest of the family went separate ways 

Us siblings half the time are not getting along 

We have been fighting instead of supporting one another 

We are all struggling but hide behind a mask

Pretend we are ok when we are not 

Wish were here with me 

To comfort me 

To guide me along the way 

Ever since you left 

They took our lifelines away 

we have been left in the cold to defend for ourselves 

I wish I could bring you back 

The world turned dark and grey

Your ghost is all that remains 

If I can bring you back from yesterday 

Everything has gone away since you left 

We all make mistakes 

One thing I would change 

I would appreciate the time we spent more 

I can't get that back 

Wish were here with me 

To comfort me 

To guide me along the way 

Ever since you left 

They took our lifelines away 

we have been left in the cold to defend for ourselves 

I wish I could bring you back 

The world turned dark and grey

Your ghost is all that remains 

If I can bring you back from yesterday 

Everything has gone away since you left 

common denominator pwb0581 Paul bundren

You are the Common denominator 

Mass manipulator 

I can't believe we are so dumb 

We are walking in to a trap

Of hate and greed

Controlled by one person taking it all 

And we are all going to pay 

When do you ever learn 

The government isn't trying to save us 

They are trying to fuck us every way they can

They try to run when confronted 

And they will tell you that you're to blame 

Anything to skate around the truth

And pin it on you

They gaslight your beliefs 

Thinking their lies are true

You put a system in place for total domination 

And shut out anyone who steps out of line 

That doesn't fit your norms

You think you have to have total control over everyone 

You think everything has to be about you 

And it is 

You are making a big example of yourself 

You are the Common denominator 

Mass manipulator 

I can't believe we are so dumb 

We are walking in to a trap

Of hate and greed

Controlled by one man (a tyrant)

And we are all going to pay 

Domination and fear 

You won't stop till you have it all

Using us as pawns to get what you want 

Knocking us out one by one by one 

We all march 

Left right left 

To our graves 

hate in the name of god pwb0581 paul bundren

 in the name of love

trying to overcome

this hate among us

this fear inside us

this paranoia around

is it safe to go outside

feels like we are running for our lives

crawling among us are snakes in the grass

who do we trust now 

now that there are traitors among us

better watch your back this world is turning cold

who can i even count on

being betrayed by everyone

now thrown to the wolves

if i don't die

i'll become leader of the pack

got your name craved in stone

i'll drag you threw the mud

i won't put up with this anymore

i am not your slave

i am not your whore

who was really keeping score

people pitting other people against each other (entitled bullies)

this is not unity

this is animosity

spread by cowards in power

trying to control

trying to conquer the world

when confronted they come up with other scapegoats

they never take the blame for their crimes committed against us 

they never listen to what we have to say do they

they believe their own lies enough to think it is true

time to reveal who is behind the mask

time for the truth can you handle that or twist it like you do everything else

hate in the name of god

we are all going to hell

breaking the silence pwb0581 Paul bundren

I am breaking the silence 

I am coming out of my shell 

Fighting the resistance 

I am taking the challenge instead of backing out 

I won't give in this time 

My voice will be heard

Like it or not 

This time I will be coming in top

Or die trying

I'm not willing to be on the bottom 

This time I will be controlling my destination

Not following the path you take 

I won't let others make plans on what they want me to be

I am not your bitch 

I'm not your puppet 

I won't let you pull the strings 

You will never own me

You will never tell me what I can and cannot be

Like a tidal wave 

I won't go quietly in the night 

I won't go down without a fight

I am about to take a stand 

I've had enough this time 

I am breaking the silence 

I am coming out of my shell 

I'm fighting the resistance 

I'm taking the challenge instead of backing out 

I won't give in this time 

My voice will be heard 

Like it or not 

Try to shut me up

Try to shut me out 

I won't let you take control of me now

Try to shut me up 

Try to shut me out 

I won't stay silent 

My voice will be heard 

Like it or not 

I'm breaking the silence 

this is what you asked for pwb0581 Paul bundren

Congratulations you got played 

Artificial intelligence and robots are taking your jobs and taking control of your lives

You've been duped by the rich politicians 

They never cared about you they just take your tax money 

Guess we never learn we keep repeating ourselves

This is what you asked for 

Now you got it 

Are you happy now 

Did you sabotage yourself 

Be careful what you get yourself into 

On the brink of mass destruction 

You want to tear down what our ancestors built 

This is pure evil 

But you are in denial 

You hide behind religion to commit your crimes 

And force it down our throats 

You think you are never wrong 

You go after the minorities and the poor

The blind leading the blind 

To all of our graves

And we are all to blame 

We put these monsters in power 

And now they are going to destroy us all

They are going to kill us all

By spreading their hate

First the LGBTQ plus community 

Then the people of color

Then the Jews

Then the women 

Then you're next

Wake up

We are condoning violence 

We are going to destroy ourselves 

This is what you asked for 

Now you got it 

Are you happy now 

This is how we are going to fall 

This is how we are going to do ourselves in

This is going to be the end 

Careful what you ask for 

You just might get it 

Is this what you really wanted

Now you got it 

I don't want to be you pwb0581 Paul bundren

Be a good boy now 

What if I don't want to be good 

What if I want to be bad

Fuck some shit up

Cause some chaos

Start a riot 

I don't want to be normal 

I don't want to be you

I don't want to live your boring life

I want to be free to express myself 

Without your restraints 

Of what life is supposed to be 

Get down on your hands and knees 

Serve me worship me

No fuck you 

Who the fuck you take me for 

I am not your slave 

If you want respect it has to be earned 

I don't want to be normal 

I don't want to be you 

I don't want to live your boring life 

I want to be free to express myself 

Without your restraints 

Of what life is supposed to be 

I don't want to live a lie

I don't want to be who you want me to be

Your delusional if you think you can change me

I have already made up my mind 

You can't control me 

I don't want to be normal 

I don't want to be you 

I don't want to live your boring life 

I want to be free to express myself 

Without your restraints 

Of what life is supposed to be 

Be a good boy now 

What if I don't want to be good 

What if I want to be bad

I don't want to be who you want me to be 

pick a side pwb0581 paul bundren

 pick a side

either way i'm fucked

i can't be myself

being who you want me to be

i don't want to have to pick a side

i don't want to be the enemy

but we are coming to the point of a war

we are coming to a point of no return

we all agree to disagree

every time someone says something is an arguement

another fight

what ever happened to free speech

everything is bias these days

they crucify you if you don't fit the norm

When they leave you laying at the side of the road 

When they pick the meat off your bones 

whose side are you really on

wheels on the bus pwb0581 Paul bundren

You want to strike me down 

God wants to strike me down 

Cuz I'm not like the rest of you

The wheels on the bus keep on turning 

The wheels on the bus 

The wheels on the bus 

Didn't know life was a game 

Every day is a challenge to survive 

The wheels on the bus run you over 

The wheels on the bus 

The wheels on the bus 

You want to strike me down 

God wants to strike me down 

You want to hate me now 

God wants to hate me now 

Cuz I'm not like the rest of you 

The wheels on the bus keep on turning 

The wheels on the bus 

The wheels on the bus 

The wheels on the bus run you over 

The wheels on the bus 

The wheels on the bus 

I am not willing to ly down

To get ran over

I won't give you control 

The wheels on the bus run you over 

The wheels on the bus 

The wheels on the bus 

It is kill or be killed 

And I don't want to die

Not tonight 

Didn't know life was a game 

So cut throat 

People slashing each others necks

The wheels on the bus run you over 

The wheels on the bus 

The wheels on the bus 

I don't want to die 

Not tonight 

hollow ground pwb0581 Paul bundren

We are standing on hollow ground 

And we can't seem to find help now 

If you are different they don't care

The government is only for themselves 

Vote away my rights

Erase me

Hate me

Cuz I'm different 

Cuz you think you are better than me 

Cuz you have millions and billions 

You think you are entitled to dictate the whole world 

What if I was straight what if I was gay what if I was trans

Would you look at me the same 

What if I was black or brown or white 

Would you be prejudice against me

I thought you should know pwb0581 Paul bundren

I thought that you should know 

Before you go ahead and proceed 

That I have been hurt and lied to

And I thought you should know 

That I have been scammed 

I have been gaslighted

I have been manipulated 

It has been hard for me to trust

Every time I pick the pieces up

I fumble on the ground 

I thought that you should know 

Before you go ahead and proceed 

That I am vulnerable 

That my heart has already been broken 

And I thought you should know 

Before you go ahead and proceed 

I have been deceived once before 

You can go ahead and try 

But I think I will be taking my time 

I have been tricked i have been played

And don't want to go through that again 

I thought that you should know 

Before you go ahead and proceed 

That I have been hurt and lied to

And I thought you should know 

That I have been scammed 

I have been gaslighted

I have been manipulated 

It has been hard for me to trust

And I thought you should know 

Before you go ahead and proceed 

I have been deceived once before 

No more games 

No more lies

No regrets 

No alibis 

I think I rather take my time 

Don't want to rush into anything 

I thought that you should know 

in my mind by Paul bundren pwb0581

Inside my racing mind 

Inside my conflicting mind

Things seem to be jumping out at me 

Out of my control 

Things don't seem to be getting better 

I feel like I am fighting an uphill battle 

It doesn't seem like I'm winning 

This disease is hard to manage 

And hard to understand  

Sometimes I hallucinate 

See and hear things that ain't there

Thanks for the few friends that stick around 

Sometimes I think I am crazy

That I don't belong 

Sometimes I get nervous 

Sometimes I isolate myself in my room 

Don't know what to say to people 

Sometimes people get offended over anything 

That's why half of time I say nothing 

I am the quiet kid in the corner 

Observing everything 

Sometimes I question what is real

Don't know how I feel 

Don't know what is real or what is lies

A lot of scams going on these days 

pwb0581- place in this world

 place in this world

it is me alone trying to find a place in this world. feeling lost don't know where i fit in. it is scary feels like a war going on and i'm fighting a losing battle. it is me alone trying to find a place in this world. sometimes i feel weird like i don't belong, want to run out of my skin, sometimes i just want to be someone else cuz don't feel like i fit in. it is me alone trying to find a place in this world. feeling lost don't know where i fit in. it is scary feels like a war going on and i'm fighting a losing battle. it is me alone trying to find a place in this world. times are changing and i am just trying to adapt to it sometimes i feel like a dot in this world do i even matter? it is me alone trying to find a place in this world. feeling lost don't know where i fit in. it is scary feels like a war going on and i'm fighting a losing battle. it is me alone trying to find a place in this world

pwb0581- bloody hands

 bloody hands

it used to be so simple now everything is so complicated. no matter what i do i am fucked. seems like i am making enemies and not friends. trying to take a step forward but instead taking steps back. no matter what i do i cant stay clean always trying to wash these bloody hands. cant seem to make peace. always trying to wash these bloody hands. it used to be easy but now it is hard. trying not to offend someone but i end up pissing people off anyway. the more i do the more they hate. i cant please everyone. no matter what i do i cant stay clean always trying to wash these bloody hands. cant seem to make peace. always trying to wash these bloody hands. 

best of pwb0581 vol 1

 best of pwb0581 vol 1

nowhere-we are going nowhere, we are going nowhere now,    it is hard to say things right, every night there is a fight we cant work it out, we are worn out, thrown out of our hearts desire, dreams are shattered, our brains are scattered, our lives are served on a silver platter promises broken, lives shoken, what is said is spoken, now we can't go back, we are going nowhere now this isn't right why do we live this way? why do we have to hurt eachother? can we love eachother? we cant work it out, we are worn out, thrown out of our hearts desire, dreams are shattered, our brains are scattered, our lives are served on a silver platter promises broken, lives shoken, what is said is spoken, now we can't go back, we are going nowhere now running back in the same direction going in circles going nowhere could we break the cycle or keep repeating the same mistakes,  why does it feel like we keep going nowhere i feel like there is nothing here. we are going nowhere, we are going nowhere now

on my own- I stare down these dark streets. how cold it gets sometimes. I think I'm feeling weak. I feel like I'd rather die. I'm alone and there is no one here. I think I'll stand here til someone walks by, cuz I need a friend, someone to reply when times get so rough and it feels  like you can't get by, when you can't make ends meet this is where I feel defeat. I am on my own and there is no one home  I am lost so where do I go I am on my own

unspoken-I guess that we can be friends I guess that we can meet again  I guess we can sit down and talk maybe you might understand if I gave you a chance but all of this time wasted as it flies by the words have been forgotten and all this left unmentioned all this unspoken it will never get said at all how funny it is sometimes the best things get left unsaid how funny it is sometimes how on my own I let things slip on by I guess that we can be friends I guess that we can meet again I guess we can sit down and talk maybe you might understand if I gave you a chance but all of this time wasted as it flies by the words have been forgotten and all this left unmentioned all this unspoken it will never get said at all if I ever see you again I want to say I'm sorry

too bad- I’m one step away from losing my nerve Please save me from going beserk There is nothing left here safe on Earth It feels like I’ve been cursed I don’t know where I am going One thing I know I’m here lost I am lost there is nowhere to go It feels like I am on my own What do you do when everything has been taken away and someone has broken your trust And nothing is ever enough to repay what was lost You wish you could bring things back to good But you can’t bring things back to good It’s a shame but we all must go on It’s too bad It’s too bad They give a F about the people they hurt  and the lives that become of them and the lives that become of us They don’t see what we see with our eyes It’s too bad that they are blind or just ignore What do you do when everything has been taken away and someone has broken your trust And nothing is ever enough to repay what was lost You wish you could bring things back to good But you can’t bring things back to good It’s a shame but we all must go on It’s too bad There are not enough answers And too many problems, Too many problems And not enough solutions too many questions and no fucking answers i ask why but get no reply can't keep waiting for a ship that will never come in

good enough-  nothing ever seems good enough for you...  I want to change But I can’t seem to throw away All of this hatred inside of me Someone please kill me It would be easier than to go Face to face with my head Oh no it goes again Switching back and forth In my head I can’t comprehend Sometimes I wanted to die Cuz I get sick of trying Feeling like nothing I do Gets appreciated And I am left on my own With no support Oh no here it goes again My thoughts are Switching back and forth In my head I can’t comprehend Because nothing is ever good enough, So why try? Nothing is ever good enough, Why should I do it for you? Nothing is ever good enough Maybe I’m moving on to something new I brace myself for another meltdown This time longer than any time before Anything I say seems to get ignored Sometimes I feel like I am half dead Is there anything to live for Because nothing is ever good enough, So why try? Nothing is ever good enough Why should I do it for you? Nothing is ever good enough I am trying to find something new

never give up- It started out simple But then things got complicated,It started out safe But then we got thrown in the crossfire It started out clean But things got messy, I wish I could fix it and make things better It started out clear Then things got blurry, It started as a dream And turned in to a nightmare I can’t turn back time To make things alright I try to be strong Even if I am losing the fight I’m never certain anymore Where anything can change when you least expect We right now could use some hope right now Cuz right now it looks glim  We right now could use a player Cuz our life is in disarrayWe try to tackle these problems alone with no help We get the cold shoulder when we are hurting the most They say grin and bear it That is what we are going to try to do We’ve been underdogs our whole lives But we are going to pull through We are here to prove them wrong Never give up! eventually we'll win They pushed and shoved us and bullied us around But guess who is getting the last laugh now What happens when you have no one left to pick on You only got yourself to blame Maybe something inside of you is hurting too We right now could use some hope Cuz right now it looks glim We right now could use a player Cuz our life is in disarray We try to tackle these problems alone with no help We get the cold shoulder when we are hurting the most They say grin and bear it That is what we are going to try to do We’ve been underdogs our whole lives But we are going to pull through We are here to prove them wrong Never give up eventually we'll win Things used to be clear but now are frayed and blurred Things used to be clean But now we got blood on our hands We lost our training wheels Now we are riding on the edge We can’t turn back now Please stay with me and don’t let go will we have each other’s backs while riding through the storm This world can be a dark cold lonely scary place no one wants to face it alone Things are unfortunately not getting any easier I feel we should hold on to eachother We right now could use some hope Cuz right now it looks glim We right now could use a player Cuz our life is in disarray We try to tackle these problems alone with no help We get the cold shoulder when we are hurting the most They say grin and bear it That is what we are going to try to do We’ve been underdogs our whole lives But we are going to pull through We are here to prove them wrong Never give up! Eventually we’ll win

disappear- how can a star shining so bright just disappear here just yesterday and now is gone running longing for the things that kept us safe they ain't here anymore gaping holes are where our hearts used to be Certainly is never clear The future is not determined Nothing is forever Everything is meant to be broken I guess everything fades Nothing is meant to be forever How can a star shining so bright disappear in a blink of an eye Here just yesterday and now is gone Running, longing for the things that kept us safe They ain’t here any more Gaping holes are where our hearts used to be Struggling to find the good Nowhere left to run from the demons that keeps following you How can a star shining so bright disappear in a blink of an eye Here just yesterday and now is gone How can a star so bright disappear How can something that seemed harmless be so bad Never know the damage caused until it is too late Can’t turn back to fix the mistakes Sometimes it is better to let it go Running longing for the things and people that kept us safe They ain’t here anymore Gaping holes are where our hearts used to be

1000 wrongs- Sometimes you have to go through 1000 wrongs until you find one right. Sometimes you have to step in the fire and burn the candle at both ends. If you want to change the scenery you have to step out of the box. The bar is the new standard. Everything is going 1000 miles per hour it is too late to slow things down. I can’t erase all the stupid things I’ve said and done. I can’t rewind to yesterday. I can only live for today Answers sometimes come from the least likely of sources Sometimes you have to dig in the trash to succeed I’ve been trying to read through the disguise Wondering through the great unknown Fighting through the pain Through whatever storms comes this way Sometimes theres no reward without pain Sometimes theres no pleasure without responsibility There are no actions without consequences Sometimes you have to keep your own head in check and edit yourself Sometimes you have to go through 1000 wrongs until you find one right I do believe that things happen for a reason I don’t believe that I am just a ghost of chance Sometimes you have to cross the line to find out where the boundary lays Sometimes you have to tear down before you start building Sometimes new beginnings come from an ending Sometimes a mistake has to be made before you can learn a lesson If you never try something you will never know Sometimes you have to go through 1000 wrongs to find one right

not love-  it is not love it is pain O baby!   It is not love it is pain. Why do you keep doing it? You are addicted to the company but when the dawn comes it turns out to be one night stands O baby it’s not love its addiction! It is not love and when the night is done you are left empty and alone You are addicted to the dick and when he cums then he goes O baby it’s not love it’s a sham its not love why do you keep coming back to the same situations You end up getting used and finding yourself alone. You don’t truly want this O baby it’s not love its fiction! Don’t fall for it. It is a scam he doesn’t love you only what he can get from you.   You should just say no and run!!!

angels- I could never heal you I could never help you I could never understand what was killing you I could never solve your issues or your problems cuz I had my share of my own I could never be the one to heal your pain It eats me up now that you are gone felt like I could have should have done something and I didn’t May the angels lift you up cuz I wasn’t able to May the angels love you cuz my heart was empty May the angels give you peace from this war down below And may the angels give you closure ease the confusion and chaos and take it all away Reminisce from all of my family that came and past my biggest regret is I wish I could have been there for them when they needed me More emotionally than physically I get the sense that none of them know me anymore I left you alone abandoned only to hear about you years later after I found out you died May the angels ease your pain cuz I was never able to. I could never figure out what was wrong May the angels lift you up cuz I wasn’t able to May the angels love you cuz my heart was empty May the angels give you peace from this war down below And may the angels give you closure ease the confusion and chaos and take it all away

you don't own me- you dont own me i am not your toy i am not your puppet i am not your gopher stop demanding all these things that you want from me nothing is for free i am not your slave you want me to just lay down and die well i am not going to do that i dont belong to you get that straight get your fucking hands off of me i dont belong to you all that you want is to take without giving back i am not down with that it doesnt matter what sexual orientation or gender i am it is my body my rules get your fucking hands off of me i dont belong to you. you dont own me you are not going to tell me what to do with or cant do with my body its my body and i'll do whatever i want with it

i have a dream- i have a dream that we are on a permanent vacation to an island far far away.  where it is always sunny and 75 away from the drama away from the hate drinking margarittas and watching the sunset and that we never have to die we never get old we can stay forever young we can be kids forever never grow up sing at the top of our lungs to music so loud it is blowing all our speakers there are no parents there are no rules we can stay up all night long and sleep all day nobody gives a fuck as long as you are having fun we can dance all night to the dj and go streaking naked there will be no pissed off neighbors to call the cops just me and you we can live forever happy ever after and the party will never end we can live forever and the party will never end i have a dream lets make it reality lets pack our bags and leave before the sun comes up we can live forever and the party will never end we can live forever and the party will never end

apology- i am so empty (so empty) simply incomplete i am breaking down and there is no one to save when i fall i don't know i thought you'd lead right through me i was deeply mistakened to think that way

and i was liable for all of the failures everything that didnt go right was account of me i brought your world down and turned it upside down and there is no way now to bring things back to good you probably hate me for my taking when i shouldnt have but there is no apology that'll ever bring things back to good i was liable for all of the failures everything that didnt go right was account of me i brought this world down and turned it upside down and there is no way now to bring things back to good if i could take back everything, if i could change everything, i would.   if i could erase everything,i would

key to my heart- Turning on wasted dead end,Washed up on shore on remote island,Never to be found Driving for miles in circles,Still lost Seems to be the same story Going home alone every time I gave you the key to my heart And you threw it in the bay I gave you the key to my heart Then you just left me to drown I guess I’m empty emotionless Feel like nobody really gives a damn So I secluded myself So nobody can hurt me again I gave you the key to my heart And you threw it in the bay I gave you the key to my heart Then you just left me to drown I should not have put my faith In someone elses hands They always seem to crush it every time I gave you the key to my heart And you threw it in the bay I gave you the key to my heart Then you left me to drown I gave you the key to my heart And you threw it in the bay I gave you the key to my heart And you left me To watch me drown

distance- maybe i need some distance from this place sometimes distance is needed sometimes distance is good sometimes silence is an answer sometimes it is better to leave and not fix everyones messes sometimes there is no practice you just jump into it hands on with no introduction i cant put myself in your shoes sometimes the distance is closer than you think sometimes it is just harder by what you made things out to be sometimes me too i tend to overthink but need to put the past in the past new day forward,ride off in the distance (just ride) just ride off in the night changes are coming

good good night- good good night. may all of your unintentional wrongs turn to rights good good night. may all of your wars turn to peace i hope you can find some source of comfort amidst the chaos good good night sometimes it is better to let go than to hold on so good good night good good night dont let the aching suffer anymore and don't sign up to be somebodys whore with nothing to gain if it aint a two way street then it is an dead end. your gut usually has the answer. dont force it. dont fight it. dont let yourself suffer anymore good good night i hope you sleep peacefully and whatever meant to be will come its way good good night i hope that tomorrow something comes better. good good night.....   good good night.

falling farther- all of this time was wasted away, all of this time i was focused on someone else. i lost track of myself trying to follow someone else (walking in thier shoes) so I keep on falling, falling farther than I ever wanted to go. I keep on falling, falling farther than I ever wanted to go,  cuz I spend too much time worrying/thinking about you sometimes I don't know how to live my life sometimes I dont know cuz I never had a life of my own. I tryed to live my life like you not knowing myself trying to be like someone else trying to bring myself back again, stop trying to please everybody else.  can i bring myself back again, back to me, stop trying to make everyone happy  while living a life thats not mine over+over again repeating the same mistakes

might have been- i never meant 2 say goodbye but time flies & passes by i don't worry anymore about the might have been cuz there is nothing about it that i can change i always wanted for things to be good but things never worked out. i dont worry anymore about the past have been i just worry about what I can do today the pieces fall everywhere I cant tell them apart I dont think i can mend your broken heart i feel like we are 1000 miles apart the confusion sets in and I feel disconnected but we were in this together we should have been able to work this out, but I dont know how I dont know why it got this way all i could say i can only be your friend i tremble 1000 times my brain keeps going back to memories that i shouldn't have but somehow they won't go away they get stuck on my mind i get lost in time but we were in this together we should have been able to work this out but I dont know how I dont know why it got this way all i could say i can only be your friend i get lost over & over again but I dont want to pretend i just want to be as honest as I possably can neither one of us were ready we needed more time to sort things out but we were in this together we should have been able to work this out but I dont know how I dont know why it got this way all i could say i can only be your friend i never meant to say goodbye but time flies and passes by i dont worry anymore about the might have been cuz there is nothing about it i can change i always wanted for things to be good but things didnt work out that way i dont worry anymore about the might have been i just worry about today i never meant to disappear but things seem that way lost in a blur fighting to fill the hole in our lives

new start- Lets get away, Leave for a while, Maybe never come back.  Drive aimlessly into the sunset With no planned destination Things haven’t been working out for a very long time Can’t force something if it ain’t there Sometimes you can’t fix everything that is broken There are days where I go in circles Making no progress I just want to be anywhere but here I got off on the wrong exit And can’t find my way back to the road the I was on, I got lost again The future is as blurry as ever I don’t know what lies ahead Days have been rockyThey are still rocky ahead I am just looking for a brand new start I am just looking for a way to get by Will you come with me Are you with me or not Things aren’t getting as easier as time goes on I have been trying to find the light I have been trying to get back on the right page I am trying to find the hope I lost I don’t know where I am going Things happen unexpectedly The future can be unpredictable Days have been rocky They are still rocky ahead I am just looking for a fresh new start

new life-  I need a new job, I need a new car, I need a new life,Quit judging me I need new friends, I need a new family,I need to move to a new town I need a new body, A new everything Some days I am like fuck off Leave me alone. I just want to block off the world  There are some things I would like to change but is beyond my control so i just let it ride wish i could throw my old self away and come back as a totally different person. i dont like myself anymore. things are never simple anymore. i need a new life