pwb0581- words that kill

 what are you going to do when you reached the bridge you burned that you needed to cross

what are you going to do when you reach that deathbed is it too late to reverse the mistakes

what are you going to do when you reach a fork in the road you cant be perfect

some might say i have made some bad choices

i am just trying to play the hand i was dealt with

i cant please everyone

half of the time i am not happy myself

trying to make people content while sacrificing myself

checking out all my feelings at the door

sometimes it feels like i dont matter anymore

if this is the last song i write

i want it to be something special not this

physically i am not dead but your words they killed me

i don't have a defense to your manipulative games

say what you like but i'm not listening

pwb0581-alive again

 alive again- if i can wake up, if i can wake up feels like i've been sleeping my whole damn life, if i can wake up what is wrong with me

no energy 1000 cups of coffee will never be enough to pull me through if i can wake up why does everything seem so dead and gone

is there a way to make things alive again afraid to say happiness hit a record drought though i try to hide it. it is clear everything is not ok

there is an elephant in the room i think it is pretty obvious as much as you try to avoid it you can't look away

do you feel alone honestly i feel alone do you feel scared honestly i feel scared like nothing can save me at all

do you feel defeated and can't get ahead not even making it through

is there a way to make things alive again can we make things alive again these days everything seem so dark and gloom

is there a way to make things alive again i don't mean to sound so demanding but it seems so fatally desperate