you can't convert me pwb0581 Paul bundren

You can't save me 

You can't convert me

Suppressing my feelings 

Only makes me feel more down

And dislike you even more 

I come to terms 

On accepting myself the way I am 

And not trying to change 

On the likes of someone else 

Who doesn't appreciate me

I learned that I was different from a young age

I was not like the other boys 

I wasn't good at sports 

I wasn't very strong 

I used to like to draw

And play with stuffed animals

I don't know why I was weird 

And didn't fit in with my peers

I isolated myself 

Even hated myself 

For being different 

You can't save me 

You can't convert me

Suppressing my feelings 

Only makes me feel more down

And dislike you even more 

I come to terms 

On accepting myself the way I am 

And not trying to change 

On the likes of someone else 

Who doesn't appreciate me

As time passed by 

I learned to love myself 

Accept myself in the skin I am in

Should I have to be afraid for my life 

Cuz of who I am 

You can't save me 

You can't convert me

Suppressing my feelings 

Only makes me feel more down

And dislike you even more 

I come to terms 

On accepting myself the way I am 

And not trying to change 

On the likes of someone else 

Who doesn't appreciate me

Trying to change me makes me even want to defy you even more 

I'll try to be there pwb0581 Paul bundren

When the events that are happening in the world is just too much to take 

I'll try to be there with open arms 

And try to save you from the darkness 

Sometimes life is a bitter pill to swallow 

The water is way too deep 

It feels like you are drowning

Choking gasping for air 

And there is no one there to save you 

You are getting kicked down the stairs 

Doesn't seem anyone cares 

When the wind takes you off your feet 

When you just can't seem to get by

When you run out of chances to try

When everything happening in the world is just too much 

I'll try to be there with open arms

And try to save you from the darkness 

 

This world is filled with so much hatred 

There is so much you can't relate with 

Can't slow this down 

Can't rewind 

It feels like everything is on fast forward 

Dancing with two left feet 

Walking down a dark street 

All alone 

Far from home 

Who is going to reach out  

When the wind takes you off your feet 

When you just can't seem to get by

When you run out of chances to try

When everything happening in the world is just too much 

I'll try to be there with open arms

And try to save you from the darkness 

I'll try to be there for you when the world turns dark and grey.

Understand we all have issues we are going through 

 

When the wind takes you off your feet 

When you just can't seem to get by

When you run out of chances to try

When everything happening in the world is just too much 

I'll try to be there with open arms

And try to save you from the darkness 

I would have done something pwb0581

I feel horrible 

I did nothing

As I watched you suffer

Had issues of my own 

I couldn't help you with yours 

We went to the same school with each other

For a time 

We worked at the same restaurant 

I was living with my father at the time 

Trying to get on my feet 

It wasn't easy to watch you go

If I would knew 

I would say something 

But I was trying to protect myself 

I would of been your friend 

But your life came to an end 

Before I could say goodbye 

If had a do over

I'd reach a hand 

I'd trade places

It wasn't cool of me to ignore you 

And watch you suffer 

Circling down the drain 

I was too worried about myself 

I watched you basically take your own life 

It is a regret I can't reverse 

I feel like a monster 

I was trying to look out for myself 

If I had a do over I would do something 

Say something 

Instead of watching you go 

violence is not the answer pwb0581

Two wrongs don't make a right

Just because you don't agree with someone 

Doesn't give you an excuse to kill them 

A man was taken away from his family and friends 

This is not ok

Even if you don't like someone

Even if he was a bigot and a racist 

We should not be celebrating someone's death that is just completely wrong 

It doesn't matter what side you are on

Killing is wrong there is no excuse

Violence is not the answer 

Instead of spreading hate

We should be spreading love 

it's over now pwb0581 Paul bundren

I had to block you out 

To work on myself 

I can't deal with your problems

And mine too 

Hopefully you can find someone else 

I am tired of shutting down 

So I can be with you 

It is over now 

Tired of being numb 

Tired of being down 

I want control of myself 

I am tired of someone telling me 

What to be

I am taking a different step 

A different approach 

Maybe I have to cut people out 

To work on myself 

Sorry not sorry 

For trying to fix myself 

Is it selfish 

For wanting to better myself 

I am tired of the pain 

I am tired of lying to be with you 

Tired of the fake love

I am just not happy 

Tired of being afraid to say how I feel 

It is over now

Tired of suppressing my feelings 

Tired of holding back my life

To impress someone else 

Tired of feeling like I am being taken advantage of tired of hiding from and lying to my family and my friends 

From here on out 

I am putting my foot down 

I won't be your stepping stone anymore 

lay to rest pwb0581 Paul bundren

Lay to rest 

Suffer no more

Let the dead sleep 

No more sad songs 

Only brighter days 

From here on out

Life begins again 

Lay to rest 

You will not be forgotten 

May you finally be at peace 

Sleep forever 

No more sad songs 

Only brighter days 

From here on out 

Live begins again 

In spirit you are still alive 

I keep you in my memory 

Lay to rest 

Suffer no more 

You were my friend 

But God needed you more

May you finally be at peace 

No more sad songs 

Only brighter days 

From here on out 

Lay to rest