I feel partially emotionally checked out Don't know why I stay trying to keep my cool under pressure
There is a lot of things going on at once
It doesn't seem to be time to slow down and stop to think
I don't know which direction we are going
But It doesn't seem to be heading in the right way
We are back seat passengers strapped in
It feels like we are being driven under
In the ground
No one is really doing anything
So nothing really changes
I am not sure if I can abide to it anymore
I feel like shifting gears
And parting ways and jumping ship
Sometimes goodbye is the only way
I try to be careful
But you can never be too safe
Trying not to put all my eggs in one basket
At one time
Do I show all my cards to an enemy
there is a lot of things happening
That i feel is beyond my control
I would be lying to say that I didn't care
But I am not able to fix everything
I am no hero
Sometimes it is better to let things the way they lay and walk away than to try to change things
I'm Trying to choose between going with the devil you know or going with the unknown
These days it is getting harder to trust
It feels like every word and action feels like an attack
Keep all eyes open at all times
Even at the back of your head
If you are going to shoot
At least go for the kill
Just please make this as quick and painless as possible
I feel like the damage has been done and is irreversible
Nothing will ever be as good as they were
Nothing will ever be the same again
Crying over spilled milk won't put it back in the bottle
Each day feels like walking on another landmine
It almost feels like I am being set up to fall
Who really wins
Didn't know that life was a game or a race
Why can't we love each other and help each other
Rather than waging wars
Does everything have to be a competition
What ever happened to compassion and respect
It seems like that is gone
