in my mind by Paul bundren pwb0581

Inside my racing mind 

Inside my conflicting mind

Things seem to be jumping out at me 

Out of my control 

Things don't seem to be getting better 

I feel like I am fighting an uphill battle 

It doesn't seem like I'm winning 

This disease is hard to manage 

And hard to understand  

Sometimes I hallucinate 

See and hear things that ain't there

Thanks for the few friends that stick around 

Sometimes I think I am crazy

That I don't belong 

Sometimes I get nervous 

Sometimes I isolate myself in my room 

Don't know what to say to people 

Sometimes people get offended over anything 

That's why half of time I say nothing 

I am the quiet kid in the corner 

Observing everything 

Sometimes I question what is real

Don't know how I feel 

Don't know what is real or what is lies

A lot of scams going on these days 

pwb0581- place in this world

 place in this world

it is me alone trying to find a place in this world. feeling lost don't know where i fit in. it is scary feels like a war going on and i'm fighting a losing battle. it is me alone trying to find a place in this world. sometimes i feel weird like i don't belong, want to run out of my skin, sometimes i just want to be someone else cuz don't feel like i fit in. it is me alone trying to find a place in this world. feeling lost don't know where i fit in. it is scary feels like a war going on and i'm fighting a losing battle. it is me alone trying to find a place in this world. times are changing and i am just trying to adapt to it sometimes i feel like a dot in this world do i even matter? it is me alone trying to find a place in this world. feeling lost don't know where i fit in. it is scary feels like a war going on and i'm fighting a losing battle. it is me alone trying to find a place in this world

pwb0581- bloody hands

 bloody hands

it used to be so simple now everything is so complicated. no matter what i do i am fucked. seems like i am making enemies and not friends. trying to take a step forward but instead taking steps back. no matter what i do i cant stay clean always trying to wash these bloody hands. cant seem to make peace. always trying to wash these bloody hands. it used to be easy but now it is hard. trying not to offend someone but i end up pissing people off anyway. the more i do the more they hate. i cant please everyone. no matter what i do i cant stay clean always trying to wash these bloody hands. cant seem to make peace. always trying to wash these bloody hands.