If was to leave who would notice
Who would care
I feel like I am in the middle of a party that I wasn't invited to and I don't belong here
I feel withdrawn
Like my soul has left my body
I feel like my mind is racing
So many new things being thrown at me
That I don't understand
Things are not slowing down actually speeding up out of control
I do feel like a fish dead out of water sometimes out of my element
Out of my comfort zone
Like a deer caught in headlights
Things are not getting any simpler
I try to pretend and act like I am forever young
Be a kid at heart and try to keep good spirits
But it reality it feels like I am dying
I don't want this to be my swan song
But nothing can last forever
Sometimes you got to know when to fold em
And let go
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