Tuesday, March 31, 2026

calm down pwb0581 Paul bundren

I am not a robot 
I am not a machine 
I do have feelings 
Whether or not people care
Sometimes I feel like shutting down and letting go of everything 
What is more important 
What I am putting out and giving or my health 
When being put in a situation where you are being sabotaged I don't think your best interest are in mind and the relationship is not healthy and I feel like it is probably time to end it 

Please don't tell me to calm down when everything is going on so fast speeding up all of a sudden and there is a lot of chaos and I am trying to process it 

Please don't tell me to calm down and be quiet 
After being hyper and on high alert over what has been going on 
Feeling like I am being pushed over the edge 
Please don't tell me to wait and stand by 
While being set up to fall 
I heard from somewhere that you were talking to other people and that I was just a scapegoat that I was only a back up option when your side jobs fail it makes me wonder if you ever gave a fuck about me or just using me all along 
I don't think want to continue anymore 
I think I am done 


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