shut down pwb0581 Paul bundren

Sometimes people suck 

That could be why I am crawling back in my shell 

I try to brace myself for this 

But I feel like I am succumbing under the pressure 

It feels like the more you give the more they take and the more they expect without even asking 

And they don't care if you get hurt 

And are even mean about it and backlash if they don't get their way 

When is enough enough 

Sometimes I feel like shutting down

This ain't me anymore 

I lost my personality trying to impress people who don't care about me 

Only seeing what they can get out of me then leaving me with nothing and dragging my name in the mud

I should have seen this coming

But I was blind 

I don't know why I allowed this 

I Guess I felt like I was at rock bottom

And thought I had nothing to lose 

But it seems like the pain outweighed the prize and I am still paying for it

I feel like I am losing my breath trying to keep up 

I don't know if this is beneficial to me to keep going