pwb0581- bored and alone

 i dont mind being naked in front of and blowing complete strangers

but sometimes i get nervous talking about me in public settings

most of the time i try to be the quiet kid in the corner

cuz i dont like getting picked on

but i end up getting made fun of anyways

cuz i am weird

sometimes i stay up way too late

then sleep in the middle of the day

end up jerking off alone

sometimes i like company sometimes i dont

sometimes maybe i am not sure what i want

i think i want friends to hang out with (and not just for sex)

but sometimes i chase them away

i do know it is no fun to be bored and alone