pwb0581-ch 15-trash by paul bundren
1-intro
i dont know where to start where to begin how to sort through the mess that we are living in these days things are so hard to understand cant tell what is true or what is fake i cant relate half of the time i just want to disappear tired of the drama tired of the voilence dont have to energy to confront this when is enough is enough when did this turned into a nuclear war i am bored same old shit on the news day in day out it just repeats itself when or if things will ever change all of the posts i see blasted on social media are new attacks cyberbullies have taken over it is hard to know what to say about something afraid that i'll be the one they come after next dont know how this war begun or who started it but this shit needs to stop
2-find you here
i cant look i am afraid i got my own life and my own issues to worry about i am afraid i cant fix you i am afraid that i am going to find you here down in the gutter and i dont know what to do i have my set of problems i am going though we all know life is not fair and it is getting harder i am afraid it is time to cut you loose and work on me i cant look i am afraid that i am going to find you here down in the gutter lying cold in the ditch i stay up all night wondering when or if you'll come home i am tired of being in the unknown in the dark worrying about you i need to move on and live my life you disappear with saying where you are going it is pretty odd hopefully you are not on something you got me pretty scared i am afraid that i am going to find you here down in the gutter somewhere that i cant save you at this point i have to save myself i am afraid i have to let you go and worry about me
3-the claws come out
we are supposed to be brothers not enemies why do we have to kill each other it seems like we have become strangers we have become distant apart we got blood that is not family and family that is not blood where the fuck was i while the world changed i must be sleeping no longer is it safe to step outside everyone you turn there is gunfire and landmines people attack you for the stupidest shit they think they are better than you so i try to stay to myself and not say anything anymore but i became isolated felt locked up inside my own apartment it feels like a jail cell am i not supposed to say anything or defend myself tonight i am going to come out of my shell dont really care who i offend i try to be quiet but can be a total asshole i have held my anger inside and now i am going to explode tonight the claws come out
4-the hardest step
the hardest step to take is the first one you have to learn how to crawl before you walk they say sometimes you have to get your hands dirty to make any money i knew that this wasnt going to be easy each day is a new challenge life keeps changing before you know time slips away you cant get back what you had i cant long for what used to be times are moving fast got to keep climbing got to keep moving the first step is the hardest one
5-nothing is for free
i kind of known that i stand alone against a fight that no one knows in a dark place that doesnt feel like home a lot of times everybody wants something from you but doesnt want to pay you back thats when you tell them fuck you you can kiss my ass i dont have anything to give to you. you are trying to get blood from turnips have you seen you have worn out your welcome yet you still want more well the answer is no go fuck off i dont have the answer to your problems so please excuse me i cant give any free rides while i break my back for you to take advantage of me sorry but nothing is for free time to stand up we wont take anymore we are fed up why is life a chore we wont give anymore til we get our share sorry man but lifes not fair
6-alone against this
alone against this i am an army of one me against the world in a world so cold guess i am on my own now nobody really seems to care it is hard to find love when there is so much hate out there it is me against the world now i am trying to find a place i belong it is hard to find love when there is so much hate out there it is me against the world now i am trying to create my own space somewhere i belong where i'll feel loved i am in the middle of a world of dispair i am in the middle of a world that doesnt seem to care about your feelings i feel alone against this i feel like i am fighting alone against this i feel like an army of one
7-better place
if i could if i would i would try to make this world a better place for you and me to live in but there is so much hate out there i cant relate where is the love why are we trying to tear eachother apart it breaks my heart we stand apart divided we stand we fall down it is hard when our love is not allowed rejected by our family we are our own family now what does it take to love why is there so much hatred out there if we could all be kind to eachother this world would be a better place why must it be this hard what did i ever do to you something must be eating you up inside to feel so much hate why cant we be kind to eachother
8-you dont own me
you dont own me i am not your toy i am not your puppet i am not your gopher stop demanding all these things that you want from me nothing is for free i am not your slave you want me to just lay down and die well i am not going to do that i dont belong to you get that straight get your fucking hands off of me i dont belong to you all that you want is to take without giving back i am not down with that it doesnt matter what sexual orientation or gender i am it is my body my rules get your fucking hands off of me i dont belong to you. you dont own me you are not going to tell me what to do with or cant do with my body its my body and i'll do whatever i want with it
9-love conquers hate
in this war that we are fighting in it has gotten heartless it has gotten ruthless nobody really cares just turns thier back on you everyday new bombshells dished at you it doesnt seem you can make it through sometimes you just want to give up but keep fighting you got this you are not alone you are more than what you think you are dont doubt yourself you are a champion knock all of those haters down kill them with kindness cause love conquers hate. you are more than what you think you are dont give up we can making through this together i'll fight with you we fight together
10-jokes on you
everyday is something else another bullet to dodge what do you got for me this time i am afraid your credit has been declined all of your low blows dont mean a thing all of the words that come out of your mouth define you not me you can bully me all you want and still never get a thing from me cuz i am so over it im done find a new puppet to play in the end you will be the one who loses what you think what was me is fiction i am more than the labels you put on me i am the feather gone in the wind a second you see me now you dont i am a chameleon changing its colors one day i'm red next day i'm blue you can try to tame me all that you want but i will always be wild inside i am still a child who has never grown up always staving for attention never paying attention getting myself in danger yeah i'm a freak i am an outcast always the subject of bad jokes in reality the joke is on you. you will be the one who is the fool. i will leave you second guessing you'll be the one left in the past
11-trash
one mans trash is another mans treasure what one sees as ugly someone else sees as beautiful we all got different tastes that is the world we are living in don't knock it til you try it here we are in a world of make believe we can be anything if we want to be never say never times are changing including the weather beautiful trash recycled into works of art why throw away our dreams try to recover what we thought was lost and could never be seen hope is only dead if you dont believe in yourself
12-perfect world
in a perfect world no one gets left behind no one gets put in a corner no one has to die in a perfect world there would be no hate we can love eachother we can love thy neighbor there would be no war in a perfect world no one gets hurt no one has to die we can all survive we can live our lives unfortunitly we dont live in a perfect world everybody is quick to judge everybody is sticking their nose in someone elses business everyone has mean things to say there is nowhere to run nowhere to hide everybody laughs if you fall try to crawl and just lay low dont want to be a target for someone else crooked game in a perfect world no one has to die why do we try when all that we built gets turn down why stay around when we get knocked to the ground in a perfect world no one has to die unfortunitly we dont live in a perfect world
13-one day at a time
dont love the hate but love the hater do appreciate the attention good or bad do cherish the time that we have whatever is meant to be will be meant to be not trying to rush into anything just want to keep thing calm just want to take it slow just want to go with the flow just want to live one day at a time
14-the children of tomorrow
look out we are taking over we are not trash we are works of art we are not lost we are not confused we are not you or want to be you we are not your puppets we are not your slaves we are the children of tomorrow we are taking over so set aside let us live our lives the way we want to live cuz we are the future we are not living in the past we are not looking back we are chasing our dreams we march to the beat of a different drum we dont fit the terms that you come from we are the future we are the children of tomorrow we are taking over the world we are not trash we are treasure let our dreams live on forever we are smart we are clever we are the little shits taking over the world you cant stop us now we are the future we are the little shits taking over the world
15-left behind
new song new dance new fever new sweat a new beginning this is the end of all things you come to know the future is taking control stop living in the past the future is taking control life is going by fast the future is taking control the past will never last before you know tomorrow will be here and yesterday is just a memory you better be quick on your feet or you will find yourself getting left behind the world doesnt wait on you. you might find one day that we are through. better catch on quick cuz this is a new beginning this is the end of all things you come to know the future is taking control and you might find that you may get left behind
16-waiting for you
forget what you think what was me times are changing and you will be the one getting left behind i am not going to sit around and wait on you i have my own life my world is not going to stop around you so please excuse me i'm moving on i will not wait i am moving on i am through of other people controlling my life i've had enough i'll be gone and you can sing this song alone by yourself how does it feel to be on your own who do you call for help i am sick and tired of waiting for you when i needed someone no one was there just kicked me to the curb and left me to die
17-sick and tired
i am sick and tired of being sick and tired i want to start something new i am sick and tired of feeling used i think me and you are through no more games no more lies just want to live the rest of my life without the drama and feeling obligated to someone else i am sick and tired of being obligated just want some free time to myself want to get my life back on track without worrying about someone elses i am sick and tired of being sick and tired being fed the same old shit day in and day out i want something new
18-re-living the nightmare
tired of feeding the disease tired of enabling tired of feeding the machine and getting nothing out of it tired of putting in getting nothing back i feel our lives and the whole world is under attack if i stand up will i get knocked back down if i say or do something i am the bad guy everybody will turn thier back against me the world is turning into a wasteland and i am damned if i do damned if i dont take action it is my life and other peoples lives on the line the drugs we take are killing us yet we are addicted cant stop the madness cant stop the pain we keep re-living the nightmare every single day over and over again does it ever go away
19-letter from a fan
all of your sadness all of your pain all of your anger all of your tears they are ours now we lost a legend we lost our hero there is no getting back to the way things used be we lost a friend someone everyone looked up to things will never be the same without you all of your songs they hit me hard in the soul and there is no getting back what was taken from us i wished that i could have seen one of your concerts it has been years since your death yet it still hits me today i'll never get the chance to see that dream cuz you are gone i was one of your fans if i could bring you back if i could trade your place if i can see you on stage i would i would do anything to see you again
20-see you on the other side
see you on the other side until we meet again i'll be your friend someone who cares see you on the other side rest in peace it has been a long hard road but the fight is over now let your life live on forever my friend we will always keep you in our memory see you on the other side let you live on rest in peace it has been a long hard road but the fight is over now let you live on goodbye for now until we meet again see you on the other side goodbye for now until we meet again let it rain if it takes away your pain let it rain if it washes all of your tears away let it rain pour your misery away unleash it all dont hold back dont hide what you feel your pain is real if you need a friend i'll be waiting for you on the other side goodbye for now until we meet again see you on the other side
21-i have a dream
i have a dream that we are on a permanent vacation to an island far far away. where it is always sunny and 75 away from the drama away from the hate drinking margarittas and watching the sunset and that we never have to die we never get old we can stay forever young we can be kids forever never grow up sing at the top of our lungs to music so loud it is blowing all our speakers there are no parents there are no rules we can stay up all night long and sleep all day nobody gives a fuck as long as you are having fun we can dance all night to the dj and go streaking naked there will be no pissed off neighbors to call the cops just me and you we can live forever happy ever after and the party will never end we can live forever and the party will never end i have a dream lets make it reality lets pack our bags and leave before the sun comes up we can live forever and the party will never end we can live forever and the party will never end
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