pwb0581-ch 12

 PWB0581CH12 

01intro  watch it all fall out you've seen it b4 they leave you on the floor on all 4s seen this movie b4 the ending isnt very good

they take everything thats urs & leave u 2 die its not alright its never alright dont just lay down and die dont let your hard work go unrecognized

02x?s i cant promise anything wish i could be there but most of the time i'm gone i'll swallow the sword for you even if you wouldnt do the same

walk iN the rain iN the snow iN the fire  but i dont know all the reasons why just lookn 4 a notion of someone who cares genuwinly but i keep getting in trouble

dont know who or what to trust always lost dont know where is home it is gone

lookn 4 a reason but dont see none safe to say there all multiple ?s but i am sorry i dont have the answers asking the same ?s as you

so confused so lost so distraught in dismay im addicted cant recover from this pain cant break away cant break these chains

maybe tomorrow i will find the courage to fight this i know i cant just let these demons walk all over me now

lookn 4 a reason but dont see none safe to say there all multiple ?s but i am sorry i dont have the answers asking the same ?s as you

so confused so lost so distraught in dismay im addicted cant recover from this pain cant break away cant break these chains

maybe tomrrow i'll find the courage 2 fight this cant let the demons walk over me maybe today i'll take a stand cant let this happen anymore

03if if i asked 4 help would anyone come if i was layiing on the side of the road would u run me over again

if had my back to the wall would be by my side or strike at me sometimes i dont feel like i got anybody at all

ppl quick 2 take but when i need something doesnt seem to be anybody who cares if i was on my last life/leg would you be my crutch or put the bullet in my head

04back&forth one day i feel fine the next i'm a mess one min i'm high the next i'm low theres no control i'm lost and out of control

sometimes i suceed sometimes i fail but feel like i am consistantly inconsistant i am not able to deliver any promises (maybe not reliable enough)

back&forth climb&fall cant seem to last very long back&forth crossing the lines don't really know what position i'm in

i've got to find out but something seems to keep getting in my way i've got to find out but something is always in my way

back&forth always feel disruption in the system can't really get a healthy routine in place always on the go never seem to find the time

05shoulder  i know you've got to be scared it is a dark cold world out there i'll listen to anything you have to say and try not to judge

we're all burned out sometimes you can only take so much i know things are rough know you're not the only one we all share the pain

i know we all get the feeling of being lonely but know you're never alone

i'll be your shoulder try to be your friend if you just let me in i'll try to listen to anything you have to say

i know this world is in a state of fucked up crazy it never seems to stop its like all the chaos is on overdrive

i'll be your shoulder try to be your friend if you just let me in i'll try to listen to anything you have to say plz give me a chance i'll try to give u a chance

i'll be your shoulder try to be your friend if you just let me in i'll try to listen to anything you have to say plz give things a chance

06slow  sometimes less is more why keep wasting energy wish i could say i took the time to take all the advice in i let it go out the other ear

should have slowed down instead of speed up missed all of the signs missed all of the signs

should have trusted my instinct if it wasnt right i shouldnt have went with it

sometimes less is more just slow down dont try to speed up quality is better than quantity

07brainwashed they told you, mislead you, now you're suffering, you're the one who will end up paying 

they put you on a string high and dry and left you alone

why did you buy it? why did you try it? you knew that this was trouble. you knew that this was wrong.

why did you give in? ignored all of the warnings, you know that this was coming. you knew that this was going to get you.

hook line bait and sinker now they got you you can't escape..  hook line bait and sinker you signed the contract now they own you

why did you buy it? why did you try it? you knew that this was trouble. you knew that this was wrong.

why did you give in? ignored all of the warnings, you know that this was coming. you knew that this was going to get you.

why did you buy it? why did you try it? you knew it was fatal. you knew that this was going to get you. you knew that this was going to kill you...

08react pass around so suddenly its like everything is spinning cant stop it cant controll it is like my body is shaking

get so fucking nervous don't know what kind of answer to give you it feels like i owe everybody something but don't know what for

i'm not good enough for you why don't you just replace me why dont you just kill me

i dont know what to do dont feel like anything is good enough 4 u  i hide my thoughts and feelings i feel like you are trying to use them against me

what am i supposed to do i feel like it is to run away from you i dont know how to react when i'm around you 

i dont know how to react when i'm around you

09 cuddle buddy looking 4 a cuddle buddy looking 4 some1 to spend time with will u be my teddy bear be my valentine looking 4 a sweetheart not a 1 night stand

deep down what i really what is a soulmate more than just giving quick fixes looking for a cuddle buddy looking a hugger

will you be my cuddle buddy will you be my teddy bear will you be my valentine that will last a lot longer than the month of february

i don't care if it snows as long as i am tucked warm safe inside with you

will you be my cuddle buddy will you be my teddy bear will you be my valentine that will last a lot longer than the month of february

10 serve you well when it is all dead in the ground will you look back now did you forgot about me 

i guess i am not allowed to breath or exist for your facade

you act like your are innocent but try to make everybody look stupid without getting the blood on your hands

but how do you cover up to all of your alibis making up stories to cover up your lies you played me so well

and how does your concience stomach all the you stole and covered up your ill gotten riches mean nothing in hell i hope it serves you well

11fix what is really true anymore cant really tell anymore what do i really believe it seems clearly hard to trust 

let myself get caught chasing what isn't there and saw the nobody really even cared 

just let me keep making the same mistakes then they took advantage of my misforunes to make themselves rich

some will disagree but i dont feel like everyone is treated fair and i dont feel like (most of the time) that anybody cares

sorry but from what i see the reguard for one for another is lacking could be the reason for why my respect is absent anymore

most people are looking for jabs and low blows instead of helping eachother out and i'm afraid that is what this world seems to be coming to

i dont feel like everyone is treated fair and i dont feel like (most of the time) that anybody cares

i dont see the love i dont see the light please somebody change my mind i dont feel alright

i dont see the love i dont see the light please somebody fix me

12break away why am i so confused why am i so mindless wondering aimlessly like i am still a kid

but now i am 40 still a fucking failure didn't acomplish anything didnt do enough

didnt stood up enough shouldve fought back even if i lost feels like my life passed me by and everybody is controlling me

sometimes i dont feel like i got a a say peple are taking my personal space and i feel backed in corner

things cant stay this way forever and when the breaking point happens i am afraid thing isn't going to end up very well

i feel like i have a lot to lose i see cycles in my life i feel like i need to break but dont know if i am strong enough to break away

i need to break away. this needs to end tonight. this is my life not yours please stop telling me what to do

13hopeless so fucking hopeless i dont do drugs but i feel dopesick got a place to stay but feel homeless there is something just not right 

so fucking hopeless some say i won the battle but i feel like i lost the war so fucking hopeless i cant get a grip of what is real its like im a ghost

seeing people with nice lifes thinking why couldnt that be me

its almost feels like my life doesnt fucking matter at all i dont feel needed or useful at all so fucking hopeless

14let myself die  calling from distances a far it has been long time no see. so much all at once. yet the picture is grey

you tell me now where did i go wrong cuz i'm dumb and blind to all the games that you play. my emotions are toyed

you tell me now cuz i'm a fool i should have known that i stood no chance but still i'm a sucker didnt see it coming didnt pay attention

i let myself die following you, i let myself die following you

15kill4all tired of this game of cat and mouse, tired of this game of dodgeball tired of this game of switching lanes switching sides telling lies

tired of this game of who is better than who, tired of theses games it seems we all lose

why does everything have to be a competition why are we even after the crown does it mean anything when we burn in hell

why in this day of age it seems like it a fight and seems to be a kill for all for one persons profit and fuck the rest

you stole the energy i need to fight to confront this is this even worth my soul?

this is murder this is capital murder this is murder this is capital murder but somehow i know you are not sorry

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16picking up what is left where do i stand feels lie i blacked out so lost so tired feels like something is missing

dont go back chasing what was left behind dont go back chasing no

17so far how did you let things get so far for so long does anybody even know who you are anymore

18careful what U wish 4 

19erasure 

20goodbye america 

21let the dead sleep how do you dispose of the bodies the souls you throw away how do you look away with a smiley face

how you go on knowing what you done of course i'm the one whos at fault 

i'm sure to you that i'm the cause of all of your problems and you try to frame ppl and tamper the evidence

i'm sure that you think youre entitled to every piece every portion every fraction of a penny 

hide my body in the closet along with the rest of your skeletons you keep sake

youre no king of the castle youre just a fucking asshole when you reach the bed down the road would you weep

you think you know everything about me judge me and point out all of my mistakes but the only thing u know is what u assume

22stuggles

23need a hero

24house of straw 

25 piss you off dont write dont talk i know they are want me dead cuz i didnt go along with what they want from me

dont move dont do a thing dont say a word cuz now they are all out to get me

i dont know what i did you but i guess i pissed you off for not being who you want me to be for not being with you

i guess i am wrong for saying no cuz i didnt suck your dick means now i am the enemy 

oh my god i cant do this anymore i dont want to do this anymore i cant do this anymore i dont want to do this anymore

no i wont shave your balls

26self care

27as the wind blows

28tally the score guess i am not allowed to me under your faith guess i'm not allowed to live according to your laws

my love is a capital offense punishable under death if you had your way

i dont think you love anybody just try to screw everybody just try to manipulate everybody and leave out in the blue

i guess you dont need me anymore just another casuality tally the score how many people did you do like me

29after the storm

30over it you want it you get it kill me kill me you won but it is disgraced i'm so sick of fighting chasing you down

trying to get back all the things the things you take away from me

here claim my life you pretty much took it too

31this is not an exit