-I feel the instant checkmate of folding under pressure.Sometimes the worlds demands feels like a gun pointed at you.
Why must everything go so fast is there a way to slow things down. Can’t settle down when I am stuck in panic mode
I feel the constant torture is having to walk in someone else’s shoes When I have issues of my own that I am not dealing with I try to hide and fake it like I am going to succeed But in reality I am failing
I feel like it is hard to love when you are not loved back It is hard to put the faith in believing what you can’t see It is hard to be creative when everything has been said and done before
I feel like there is always more to the story than whats been told It is hard to tell people what you think when it feels like nobody is listening or cares a lot of times that is why in the past I held things in
I have been talking to a wall but that wall has become my best friend at least it doesn’t judge me back Giving up only lets the enemy win They laugh at you and tell you that you are weak
I can’t let them have the satisfaction I have to get up againI'm not the first and probably won’t be the last to say these things I’ve just been fed up that the cycle stays stuck in repeat
Who's really listening It feels like everything has been said&done over&over again
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