I’m holding on to darkness Cuz it is all I’ve ever known Maybe it is my crutch But it is what made me felt safe
Maybe in a way I am sort of detached from reality Daydreaming of a better life that I can’t seem to have Addicted to things that are hurting me
can’t seem to break away Repeated in the same cycles and the same mistakes need changes What is going on now isn’t working
I’m going down in flames I couldn’t understand I can’t relate I am lost in space Trapped inside of a world I don’t understand Seems so twisted and messed up Problems I can’t seem to fix
It is supposed to be a new day But I seem to be stuck paralyzed Maybe these demons in my head can’t escape Sometimes there doesn’t seem to be a good outlet
Looking for some quick temporary fix To ease the pain It doesnt really erase the problems Just makes them worse & I keep falling in the same traps again
I’m going down in flames I couldn’t understand I can’t relate I am lost in space Trapped inside of a world I don’t understand so twisted and messed up Problems I can’t seem to fix
Maybe I allowed this confusion linger for too long Maybe I need to address this rather than stuff it down which is what I am used to doing
Maybe I need to cut the cord Understand though results don’t come overnight and take time Maybe you are not patient enough to see it
Sometimes it seems like I am walking on eggshells Can’t do anything right to impress you Maybe I had enough trying I don’t think anything I do is good enough for you so i'll fix myself instead
Sometimes I feel like you don’t seem to want to listen You seem to be stuck on yesterday Therefore things seem to stay the same And I am not sure I can abide with that anymore
I’m going down in flames I couldn’t understand I can’t relate lost in space Trapped inside of a world Seems so twisted and messed up Problems that can’t seem to be fixed
Maybe if I didn’t procrastinate Maybe if I stopped putting things off to the last second Things would be better I don’t know
I’m going down in flames I couldn’t understand I can’t relate I am lost in my own space Trapped inside of a world Seems so twisted and messed up Problems I can’t seem to fix
I’m going down in flames I couldn’t understand I can’t relate I am lost in my own space Trapped inside of a world Seems so twisted and messed up Problems i need to fix
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