don't want to start over by pwb0581 paul bundren

 What if i don’t want to start over?What if I’d rather watch this burn?What if I want to erase this all and Not begin again.

I can’t bear to hear the silence So I scream out loud Could you hear me out For just this once 

I don’t want to be in the middle I don’t want to have to pick a side Don’t want to be the center of the drama That’s why i tend to avoid certain people and things

Don’t want to be the gopher Don’t want to be your guinea pig Don’t want to be your experiment That when things fail you toss me in the trash

What if I don’t want to start over What if I don’t want to rewind and revisit the childhood  I am desperately trying to run away from

Is it helpful to go back to what was hurting me What is the remedy to black out I guess I can’t permanently erase the pain

What if I don’t want to start over?What if I just want to let this die? No...,  I don’t want to start over.