please be mine by pwb0581 paul bundren

  I Try to play it cool but I have no fucking idea of how to do this it seems like I suck at this 

I want to try to find someone to spend the rest of my life with  but when I talk to people I get nervous and freeze up  I fear that I am making mistakes 

i guess I just need to be myself and not try to put on a show  the real true friends will stay around even though the darkest of times 

I am not really looking for something temporary I am looking for something long term but I don’t know if I can pull through  I just wish I had someone to help me along

Sometimes I feel like I had it in my hands then it slips away and breaks 

I’ll invite you into my life And should warn you I have demons inside me that beat me up I am not prepared for what people are going to do or say

Sometimes I feel like the fruit in a blender Coming apart I don’t want to lose you But sometimes I don’t have myself all together

I will try to be there for you If you are there for me I understand that sometimes things get in the way And promises can’t be kept

I want someone to spend the rest of my life with but have so much going on Will I meet someone loyal to me and will I be able to commit Everything is got me scared

But I don’t really want to be alone all my life I guess if I want something I don’t have I have to do something I have never done

I’ve been wondering in the darkness Never knowing where I end up Putting trust in blind faith Not seeing the light But hoping it is there

I want you to ride with me And please give me a chance I want you to please be mine and I want to be yours 

Will you come with me I think I want you But I am scared  What if this don’t work out I guess I just have to be myself And stop worrying what others think Maybe that is what is getting me in trouble

I don’t mean just getting in bed together I would like a friend to hang out with maybe play video games with or go on road trips

I was never the social butterfly I typically for the most part stay to myself for the most part

Although sometimes in life sometimes things can be complicated I rather enjoy the simple things. I would like someone to spend my life with if it is ok with you

Please be mine And I will be yours Let’s see where this goes Nobody likes to go alone I will try to never do you wrong

I guess I am a sucker for being a fool does that make me uncool, I am probably dreaming of what I can never have

I will probably end up home alone with my dick in my hand. My only friend seems to be myself it sometimes seems. i am just a geek, nobody wants me