it's over now pwb0581 Paul bundren

I had to block you out 

To work on myself 

I can't deal with your problems

And mine too 

Hopefully you can find someone else 

I am tired of shutting down 

So I can be with you 

It is over now 

Tired of being numb 

Tired of being down 

I want control of myself 

I am tired of someone telling me 

What to be

I am taking a different step 

A different approach 

Maybe I have to cut people out 

To work on myself 

Sorry not sorry 

For trying to fix myself 

Is it selfish 

For wanting to better myself 

I am tired of the pain 

I am tired of lying to be with you 

Tired of the fake love

I am just not happy 

Tired of being afraid to say how I feel 

It is over now

Tired of suppressing my feelings 

Tired of holding back my life

To impress someone else 

Tired of feeling like I am being taken advantage of tired of hiding from and lying to my family and my friends 

From here on out 

I am putting my foot down 

I won't be your stepping stone anymore