pwb0581 failure

I feel like a failure 

Sorry I was not supportive 

I needed support myself 

I didn't feel like I was getting 

Sorry I didn't help you 

Sorry I wasn't there 

When you needed me 

I was a little fucked up too

I was an asshole 

I didn't have my priorities together 

I was thinking about my pain and problems and not about others 

I was careless 

I was stupid 

I basically left you by yourself 

With my mess and didn't try to fix it 

I was in the weeds and didn't go chasing after you 

If I had the opportunity to change it 

I would have tried to save you 

And sacrifice myself 

I guess I did what I could 

It wasn't good enough 

I feel like a failure