what is going on in your head pwb0581 Paul bundren

What is going on your head 

Why do you feel like everything is wrong 

And that you don't belong 

It feels like you are on the edge 

And that you have no say or control 

Maybe that is when enough is enough 

It is impossible to fix everything that is broken in the world 

But you can surely fuck everything up 

What took centuries to build 

Can be tore down in less than a day

Sometimes I want to say fuck it all 

Enough is enough 

Just walk away from everything 

I have had enough of everything 

the end pwb0581 Paul bundren

Is this spiritualing down to the end 

Does it feel like everything draining you down 

I don't really want for things to end up like this 

But sometimes there is only so much you can take before you break 

Know you are not alone 

If you go then so do I 

It has been a long hard road 

Time to find some rest 

Relieve the stress 

To let go of the pain 

No more chaos 

Leave our troubles behind 

Sometimes there is only so much we can take

Before we break down 

Do we really need a reason why to leave 

Who would really know 

We can't give everything everyone wants 

All of the time

Sometimes the pressure is so much to take

Do we really need to answer to everybody's demands

Sometimes it is too much to take 

Before we snap 

Sometimes it is better to let go

Than to hold on 

If you fold then so do I 

Do we really need a reason why 

I don't feel like we need a reason why 

There are times that I feel like dropping everything 

The weight and stress is too much 

It is hard on all of us

It feels like we all got played 

It feels like we all got used 

If this is the end there will be no hard feelings from me 

Sometimes I feel like doing the same thing 

If we leave who would know 

Who would notice 

Goodbye 

turn around pwb0581 Paul bundren

Can we turn around 

Make a u turn 

I know your old self is missing 

Wish I could bring that back 

I really miss when you smile 

Made jokes and made me laugh 

Now all I see is the sadness 

Depression sucks 

I can tell that things are not the same 

Wish there was something I could do or say 

To make things better 

I can tell you are hiding something 

You are keeping things to yourself 

All the pain and trauma is starting to show 

I want you to know that I will try to be someone to talk to 

I know we are all going through things 

I have dealt with trauma and issues of my own 

Nobody is perfect 

I will try to be more understanding 

We all have things we are going through 

I am going through things too

Just to let you know that you don't have to hide yourself from me 

I miss the old you 

Back when we were kids 

Now you keep hiding 

You never smile or talk anymore 

It has been a rough last few last years

And it is starting to take a toll

Wish there was something I can do or say to turn this around 

I'd do anything to try to get you to smile 

Can we turn things around and not drown 

Hopefully it is not too late 

I hope it is not too late 

where is the love pwb0581 Paul bundren

We are trying to play damage control 

There is so much drama

So much going on right now 

Why can't we get along 

Why is there so much hate 

It is no longer fun and games 

People are getting hurt and dying 

What the fuck have I done 

There is so much hate and violence 

These days 

Where is the love 

During these desperate times 

We are all going through pain

Sometimes we feel like abandoned children 

That was born into a world that doesn't want them here

Left to try to figure things out by ourselves 

I don't know if I would erase everything that I have done or every word that I have said 

There was a lot of mistakes along the way 

But from here on forward I would try to be a more caring person 

I would rather build something good then to tear things down I would like to leave something behind that I would be remembered for generations to come

If we can put our hands together 

And work as a team 

Can we be friends not enemies 

There is a lot of things going on wrong with the world today 

If we can stick together 

Get through this together 

One day at a time 

Sometimes we have had our share of ups and downs and we don't agree with everything 

But can we sit down and talk this out instead of fighting trying to hurt each other 

Why can't we help each other instead of hurting each other 

There are a lot of things going on that doesn't make sense 

If we can love each other instead of kill each other the world would be a better place

I know everything is upside down and twisted now and so dark and heavy 

I will try to be by your side and shine the light 

Try to help guide you along the way 

No one deserves to have to go through this journey alone 

I will try to be here for you 

Will you be here for me 

If we can be here for each other 

I think we would be better off

I think the world would be a better place 

If we stick together and be united 

Why can we be friends not enemies 

Try to end these wars instead of starting them

I think what the world needs is love

If we can all hold our hands together 

And love each other I think the world would be a happier place to be 

obligation pwb0581 Paul bundren

Obligation obligation 

Fuck your obligation

I am done 

I am not doing something that I don't want to do and not getting paid for 

Obligation obligation 

Fuck your obligations 

I am not your pushover 

How low can you go 

How dirty can you get 

Would you put the knife in the back 

Would you kill your best friend 

I think I will pass

Obligation obligation 

Fuck your obligations 

Who taught you this 

How low can you go 

How dirty can you get 

Would you put the knife in the back 

Would you kill your best friend 

I think you are a sick little pig

How could you 

I thought I could trust you 

Then you turn around and try to get me killed 

It was pretty clear you were never on my side 

Only playing me all along 

Obligation obligation 

Fuck your obligation

I am done 

the truth pwb0581 Paul bundren

I just want the truth is that too much to ask for 

Who's really there

Who really cares 

I am not buying what you are trying to pass on to me 

Crippled by your distortion 

Feeling dragged down by your hand 

I am losing trust in everything you say 

Been deceived once before 

How am I sure you won't do this again 

I feel like I can no longer abide 

While you are threatening my life 

There is nothing to gain and everything to lose 

I am letting go 

Do you hate me now 

That I stood up for myself 

Are you a selfish bitch 

Do you want it all to yourself 

And none for everyone else 

We would all like some power in our hands 

But at what price to pay to get it 

In the end Is it even worth it 

I am done with your distortion 

No more lies

Just want the truth 

But I don't feel like I can trust anything you say 

I am done being manipulated 

I am not buying what you are trying to pass on to me 

You are doing it to yourself 

You keep robbing from us never paying back 

All of your possessions are possessing you 

Do you even see it

In the end you will be the one who is a fool

We don't want your product of hate and greed 

Take that shit elsewhere 

We don't stand for your hate

We won't be tied down by your restraints 

We are not your whores

We are not your slaves 

We are human beings 

I didn't thought that I could be bought or sold anymore 

But you keep gaslighting changing the rules and breaking the ones you make 

disappointment pwb0581 Paul bundren

Did you not want me

Was I just a reject 

I never felt welcome here

i think I will run away 

Where I am free to be myself 

You turned me away

Did you not want me 

Was I a failure 

Just a disappointment 

Cuz I didn't end up like you want to be 

Does it piss you off that you can't control me 

Was I a reject 

Was I a failure 

Was I just a fucking disappointment 

Are you mad cuz I stood up for myself 

And not follow in your footsteps 

I don't want to relive your sad life 

Of misery and pain 

Let me break free and make my decisions 

Please Let me be myself for just once 

Tired of people telling me how to run my life 

yesterday pwb0581 Paul bundren

I was daydreaming about yesterday 

Back to a more happier place and time 

In our lives 

Back before everything became so complex

Need an escape need an outlet 

From this mad world we live in today

Everything has become so hateful and sensitive 

I tried my hardest to stay out of it 

Sometimes I just zone out

Want to pretend that I am someone else in another place in another time 

The world is almost not even real 

i don't even know how I feel 

What a sad world we live in today 

We all need an escape 

We all need an outlet 

Try to channel these raw emotions into something creative 

What is wrong 

Everything 

Wish I could erase everything 

Everything has been perverted

Turned to evil

Everyone is picking fights

It is a battle that cannot be won

Who is wrong or right 

Can't justify all of this hate

Let's go back to yesterday 

Before everything became so complex

And everything turned into a war

What are we really fighting for 

It feels like we are coming to the end of times 

The bridges are burning 

And we may never be able to go back here again 

To the way things were

Now all I have are memories 

That occur in my dreams 

Real life has become a nightmare 

And I am scared of what the future is going to be 

hiding pwb0581 Paul bundren

Why should I hide my love for someone 

Why do we have to go back in to hiding to make you comfortable 

Are you afraid or just plain hateful 

Why can't we love who we love 

Why must you decide who I am to and not marry 

You don't understand 

You don't live in this body of mine

Why should I have to hide

Why can't I be happy as who I am 

Without you trying to change me

Why do I have to be forced to have children 

Were we born into a world that didn't invite us 

What ever happened to my body my rules

Why can't I hold hands with the person I love 

Without being judged and persecuted 

Without looking behind my back 

Why can't I hold my breath 

Why do I have to hide to make you comfortable 

Are you afraid or just an asshole 

Why can't you let us live our lives

Without being subject to hate and violence