who is keeping score pwb0581 Paul bundren

Who is keeping score 

I have gotten bored 

Sick Of the same shit from yesterday fed over and over again 

They say 

Take this lying down on all fours 

This will be painless 

Said a liar

Maybe this should be you 

You try to shift the blame 

Does this strike a nerve 

That they got the best of you 

You bit the bullet for someone else 

They took credit for the work you did 

Then they tried to erase you 

Like you are a nobody 

I never got paid for what you put me through 

I think it's your turn 

How does it feel when the tables turn 

I won't be used 

I won't be taken for granted anymore 

I am not your bitch 

Before you make me do this 

I want to get paid 

Who is keeping score

I am not your whore

I don't want to play this game anymore 

I think I'll lock my door 

Won't let you inside 

Get out of my life 

This is over 

Before this even begins 

I won't give my life away for free

I won't let you just walk all over me 

I don't want any part of your plans 

To own me 

I think that this is a gimmick 

That this is a scam 

Does this make you angry 

If you take part of this 

If you condone this 

Maybe you are part of the problem 

In the end 

We are going to destroy ourselves from within 

you are not alone pwb0581 Paul bundren

I can tell something is off 

Something is very wrong 

You are not yourself 

You keep falling 

Making the same mistakes

I can't help but sit and stare

I am struggling too 

It feels like we are so far away from home 

No safe place to run and hide

Wandering what next they are going to take away

Our lives are on the line 

And it doesn't seem they care

Can we join in each other's arms 

You don't have to walk this journey alone 

Know that you are not alone 

I'll try to be here for you 

Even though the world seems to be ending 

Getting darker every day 

Things are getting tougher to understand 

Every twist feels like a massive blindside

It feels like Repeated blows to the head

Can we join in each other's arms 

You don't have to walk this journey alone 

Know that you are not alone 

I'll try to be here for you 

You are not alone 

every day is Halloween pwb0581 Paul bundren

Dancing with spiders and snakes 

Every day is Halloween 

Maybe I am a witch 

Where is my broom 

Where is my black cat 

Frighten all the little kids at night 

I'll get you my pretty 

Going to get you and your little dog too

Parents will ban me lol

Maybe send me to jail 

If it was before the revolutionary war

People would want to burn me at the stake 

I am melting lol

Am I a trick or treat 

Hang out with Freddy Chucky and Jason 

I don't think the bakery will let me decorate a cake lol

It might look like something from a crime scene 

All bloody full of body parts 

If I had my way

Every day would be Halloween 

I'd eat all the candy 

Save none for the kids 

Am I an asshole or what lol

slow down pwb0581 Paul bundren

I think I would let you know 

That I have been hurt and lied to before 

That I have trust issues 

I am a little scared 

I am a little paranoid 

I am scared of hooking up 

I heard of past stories of things going wrong 

I am scared it could end up being me

Don't get me wrong 

I think I like you 

I am just scared 

I don't really know you very well 

I think I would like to know more about you 

Before we just get it on

It feels like things are going a bit too fast 

In a hurry 

Please slow down 

I don't know if I can handle or process this all at once 

We don't have to fuck on the first date 

I think I rather slow down 

Maybe this is going too fast 

told you so pwb0581 Paul bundren

Why does this feel like a seizure 

Why does this feel like a rape

It feels like some unseen unknown threat is out to get us unexpectedly from with in

Trying to pay attention 

Keep getting distracted 

Does anyone else feel like this is a lot to take in

Feeling like this is being forced upon 

Under no notice or consent 

Have to drop what you are doing

Pulled away and isolated from family and friends 

For someone else some unidentified stranger

Claims he is my boss that he is a king a god 

Who doesn't give a shit about you or me

Trying to make us lay on all fours 

Fucking us over 

And don't get paid for it instead taking all our money being robbed 

It doesn't feel like a job it feels like slavery 

I think I am walking out today 

Why do we condone or allow this

We are killing our own kind 

This is Holocaust 2.0

Of course they try to erase us

Arrest/Kill anyone who protest who doesn't agree

Haven't we seen this and heard this song 100 times before 

Can't wrap my head around the diabolical destruction of what we help build

We are erasing history and rights

And pointing fingers at someone else 

This is how we fall 

This is how we crawl 

Lifeless and so scared 

Does anyone have a spine 

Or are we just going to allow this to happen 

I can't help to be confused and have so many questions why 

Only to be mislead and lied to 

Denied the truth

Why do keep falling 

Why do we keep crawling 

Lifeless and so scared 

Singing the same song over and over again 

Making no progress only going back 

It seems the pedal is on reverse 

Deliberately sabotaging ourselves 

Over and over again 

Stand up and do something 

Instead of crying doing nothing and allowing this to happen 

Can't say that I told you so

But we didn't listen 

This is our fault 

Told you so 

But you didn't listen 

Now you get everything that is coming to you 

Can't say that I tried to warn you 

I don't believe pwb0581 Paul bundren

Not really sure that I believe in your God

Was your God created to fund the rich 

And exploit the poor

And try to divide the people instead of uniting each other 

Was your God created to not heal the children but to deny healthcare to the sick

And to create holy global war and condone hate 

I am not sure I believe 

I find a lot of things to be disturbing and disgusting

Please don't force politics or religion down on me 

It may not settle very well 

I find a lot of things you preach to be so hateful

I rather go my own way than the path you choose to take 

Don't try to control me

I don't believe or stand for your hate

Is your God even real 

Or is the preacher a stranger trying to hurt us

And violate us

And Who have insecurities of his own 

Is your God going to save me 

Or tell me that everything I love is a sin

why must everything be about money pwb0581 Paul bundren

2025 is such a pain in my ass

I work 40 hours a week 

Trying to choose between food or rent

Tariffs raised the price of everything 

Probably will end up evicted and homeless 

Don't really got any place to go 

I don't drive 

Can't afford a vehicle or insurance or gas 

Stunned paralyzed by what we see

Don't know who's to blame 

But we can't survive this way

More sticker shock 

And Uncle Sam wants his share

The government shuts down 

No one can agree 

Whose side are you on

Everything is corrupt 

Trying to pick the lesser of the evils

This bitch is broke

Yet they still ask for more money 

They are trying to get rid of healthcare 

And Jack the prices up on medicine 

We can't afford to live as is

Where is the love 

Why is everyone so greedy 

I wasn't born in a rich family 

Like some of the silver spoon fed blue collar people 

I Had to work for everything 

And still can't afford what you have 

Do I still get the same rights as you 

Do you even care 

Or are you stuck up 

Won't even donate a dime to charity 

It is clear to me 

We live in a world we don't understand 

Where the rich get richer

And the poor get poorer

And nobody gives a fuck about you 

Unless you have money 

we are not ok pwb0581 Paul bundren

Sometimes I am not ok

And need somebody to go to for support 

Sometimes it feels like there's nowhere to run 

The world can be an evil place 

And the weight is getting heavier 

Sometimes I need someone to talk to 

Things are feeling so dark 

Sometimes you are not ok

And need somebody to go to for support 

And that is ok

I will try to be here for you 

We can share our pain together 

You don't have to walk this journey alone

I will try to be here for you 

Sometimes we are not ok 

And that is alright

It seems like everyone is addicted to drama 

Sometimes we need a place to escape from this madness 

Sometimes we are all not ok

And that is alright 

I will try to be here for you 

We can share our pain together 

You don't have to walk this journey alone 

break pwb0581 Paul bundren

Just cause you can do something means you should sometimes I just want to put everything down and run away 

I don't know why I keep holding on

Sometimes I want to let go

Is there any hope 

I feel like I am constantly trying to catch my breath 

Always falling over myself 

I feel distracted by too many events going on in the world today 

It is hard to keep up with the pace

It feels like everyone is always expecting more from me without paying back 

The more you do the more they want 

It is hard to keep up 

What would happen if I quit 

Can you handle this

The load seems to keep piling up 

I feel like I am at my breaking point 

Can I please take a break 

I feel scared now 

What else is next 

I feel like they are trying to take my rights away 

And make me their slave 

Maybe I need a break 

Maybe I need a break 

I am asking 

Can I please take a break 

Can I take a break 

Can I take a break 

I am asking 

Can I please take a break 

the white flag ain't waving pwb0581 Paul bundren

Sinister administrator 

Wicked administrator 

Show me just how you are Mr right 

Steering us all in the ditch 

You want it all 

And want it now 

It all comes with one price 

Human lives

At your disposal 

I worked my ass off and you took credit for it 

I paid for your mistakes you lied and turned around and do this intentionally 

I hope someday you get what is coming to you 

We know we are fucked 

But we hold on 

Defiant till the end 

We won't give up 

We'll fight for our share to exist 

Let us belong here 

We ain't going nowhere 

We will step out feet down 

We won't go down without Resistance 

This won't be a swan song 

We will carry on as legends

Go ahead and take us out 

We will go down as martyrs 

There are plenty more of us

That will remember what you did to us 

You can't erase us

We will not be forgotten 

You will be the fool

In the end go down as the lowest of the low

You are no leader you are a nobody to us

How cowardly to use human shields to protect you 

You try to cover your wicked lies

One after another 

But can you keep your hands clean 

your paper trail is a mile long 

The holes in your story are starting to crack 

Who is going to believe you now 

After you sold us out to save yourself 

You want to take me out 

Go ahead 

But there are plenty more of us 

That want to take the power back in our hands 

And Clean up the mess you made

You left a big stain

How are you going to explain 

With more lies and misinformation 

No one is going to believe you 

We all know you are not sorry 

We know we are fucked 

But we hold on 

Defiant till the end 

We won't give up 

This is not our swan song 

We still have plenty of energy left 

The white flag ain't waving yet

who's crying now pwb0581 Paul bundren

We won't be your puppets anymore 

We won't be your scapegoats anymore 

Tired of walking on eggshells 

You see you can't control us anymore 

We are not your whores

I will be leaving your sorry ass behind 

And we will be seeing who is crying now

You can't manipulate me 

You can't control me 

And no you don't own me

I have a voice 

And I am using it today 

I won't be playing your games anymore 

We won't be your puppets anymore 

We won't be your scapegoats anymore 

Tired of walking on eggshells 

You see you can't control us anymore 

We are not your whores

I will be leaving your sorry ass behind 

And we will be seeing who is crying now

I am not your gopher 

I am not your guinea pig 

I am not willing to lay down and die for you 

With nothing to gain 

No more letting the wool being pulled over my eyes 

Time to wake up 

We won't be your puppets anymore 

We won't be your scapegoats anymore 

Tired of walking on eggshells 

You see you can't control us anymore 

We are not your whores

I will be leaving your sorry ass behind 

And we will be seeing who is crying now

Look who's crying now 

You are just a crazy clown 

painkiller pwb0581 Paul bundren

Need a painkiller 

Run from the pain

Run from the pain

Trying to find somewhere safe 

Need a painkiller 

Run from the pain 

Run from the pain 

Try to find somewhere safe 

My head hurts

From trying to take in all this information 

I rather not know 

I turn off the news

It is too depressing 

Same shit different day 

Stop the violence 

Need a painkiller 

Run from the pain 

Run from the pain

Trying to find somewhere safe 

Need a painkiller 

Run from the pain

Run from the pain 

Try to find somewhere safe 

Stop the violence 

Stop the noise 

Need a painkiller 

Run from the pain 

Run from the pain 

Trying to find somewhere safe 

Need a painkiller 

Run from the pain 

Run from the pain 

Try to find somewhere safe 

i walk alone pwb0581 Paul bundren

Things are confusing 

There is no one here that I know 

It feels like everyone is fake 

Life is one big facade 

Who do I trust 

I feel like I am out on a limb 

Up a creek with out a paddle 

Most people are too stuck up themselves 

So now I walk alone 

This city is no longer my home 

More like a nightmare 

Feels like everyone is screaming at me 

Things that make no sense to me 

I guess I will always be alone 

I feel like I am better off without the fake love 

Being back stabbed 

Kind of knew I was a one man army 

In this relationship 

Doing everything getting nothing out of it

I am turning away 

I am no longer interested 

Through with trying to fix everyone 

Sabotaging myself 

So now I walk alone 

This city is no longer my home 

More like a nightmare 

Feels like everyone is screaming at me 

Things that make no sense to me 

I guess I will always be alone

Rather be myself

Than in a one sided relationship 

So now I walk alone 

This city is no longer my home 

More like a nightmare 

Feels like everyone is screaming at me 

Things that make no sense to me 

I guess I will always be alone

This is not my home 

take me back pwb0581 Paul bundren

Please take me back 

Why is life such a chore

Let's go back to 1994

When I was just 13 years old 

We lived in the country 

We used to go to the doggie Lodge and get a soda from the machine on our bikes

Heard that place doesn't exist anymore 

I'd play the original final fantasy on the nes

Those days were kryptonite 

Take me back to the days when things were easy 

Now my folks most of them are long dead and gone 

It is just us now 

And we are very far apart 

We hardly talk to each other 

Shit is real

We shifted into high gear 

Counting the years

There are no brakes 

Take me back to the days when things were easy 

Back before Facebook 

Back before people got offended by everything 

We used to get dropped off in town skating till 6am unsupervised no parents 

Now the world is dark and scary 

Constantly changing 

Strangers become friends 

Friends become strangers 

Where have I been 

Why is life such a chore 

Now my back is sore 

Can't afford to retire 

Still working 

No time to watch tv

Guess I'll sleep when I am dead

Take me back to the days when things were easy