Paul bundren pwb0581 lost friend

Music is a long lost friend 

Put on a song from yesterday 

It is like a drug

For my mind 

Leave my troubles in my life behind 

It is there for me when I am down and out 

It is like therapy

I put it on when I am happy 

When I want to dance 

When I am sad when I am angry 

It sometimes helps me get through the day 

I sometimes helps me carry on 

When I am feeling down and low 

Sometimes when there is nothing else 

When it seems that no one else in the world cares about me 

I turn to music it is always there

Sometimes I write stuff too 

Sometimes the things I write come out a little dark and heavy and gloomy and weird 

I apologize ahead of time if anything is explicit 

Sometimes It just comes out that way

Just trying to express myself the best way I know how 

I put myself on display for the world to see if they like to 

It is hard to explain all the meanings of the things that I write 

Some people have different perspectives 

And different points of view

You can interpret it anyway you like 

Paul bundren pwb0581 rock and roll will never die

I would like to create a song 

I would like to get on stage 

I would like to sing

Even if I make a fool of myself 

I would like to share a story 

That hopefully someone can relate to 

I just want to have fun

And for you to have fun 

And make you happy 

Take away all the troubles and the pain for the moment 

Try to make you happy 

And rock out on stage 

Forget the darkness and evil in this world 

If this is the last song I write before I die

I want to try to make it it a good one

I want to try to leave you something behind that you can remember for the rest of your life 

Something that you can share with your friends 

I want to make my mark in history 

I won't live forever 

Just want to live while I am alive 

Is that too much to ask for 

I won't live forever 

Just want to live while I am alive

Let the music play

Take the meaning of the lyrics in any way you like 

Rock and roll will never die 

Paul bundren pwb0581 don't want to be king

Not really sure that I want to be king

Not really sure that I want to be president 

And all the power and responsibility that comes with it 

Things are already fucked up 

Don't want to make it worse than it is 

Don't want my name attached to politics 

Don't want to cause a war I can't win

Don't really want to be the center of the controversy 

Yes I'd like to stand up for human rights 

I'd like to cut taxes for the poor 

And make the guilty stand trial 

And bring justice 

It doesn't mean that I want to run for office 

Not really sure that I want to be movie star

Don't think that I would be a good actor

Don't memorize lines well 

Not really sure that I would do well with reality TV

I am not the strongest physically or mentally

Not sure how I would do in challenges 

And don't think I would have a great social game plan 

Not really sure that I would be made out to be the greatest singer but I try 

Sometimes my voice is off key

I try to write stuff but a lot of it sounds the same 

Not really sure that I want to be king 

Not really sure that I want to be president 

Not really sure that I want to be famous 

And all the attention that comes with it 

I think I rather be free to just live my life 

Without people asking how much you get paid 

Not really sure that I want people following me around everywhere I go even to use the bathroom 

Not really sure that I want my private life public 

I think I just want to be free to live my life without everyone following me wherever I go

Not everyone needs to know who I am having sex with 

I feel like it is none of peoples business

Not really sure that this is what I signed up for 

Sometimes I just rather be alone than in a crowd 

Yes I like the fans but don't really want the media following me everywhere I go broadcasting everything I do 

Is it ok to ask for some alone time every once in a while 

Don't want to feel pressured into making everything public 

Sometimes I just want to go home to my family and have dinner in a private setting without people coming up to me and asking me questions without the media following me 

Without answering questions about who I am what I do or how I am supposed to be 

Sometimes i just want to live my life 

not sure that i am comfortable with getting behind a movie screen or getting in front of a crowd 

Sometimes I just want to crawl under the covers in my bed and say good night 

Leave all the troubles of the world behind 

Sometimes I just want to live my life

Is that too much to ask for 

Not really sure that I want to be king 

Not really sure that I want to be president 

Not really sure that I want to be famous 

Do I really want to sell my soul for the money and fame and power 

Is it even worth it 

I don't think so 

Paul bundren pwb0581 your drugs

I am not feeling ok

It feels like I am being drugged 

You are taking me under your wing 

I feel seduced

Under peer pressure

Your drugs you keep prescribing me are killing me 

They are making me sick 

I think I am addicted I can't stop 

Can't get off the spell I am under 

I try to quit But I Can't walk away On my own 

You keep prescribing me your killer drugs

They are killing me 

i think you got me addicted 

I need to find a way to stop

Before your drugs end up killing me

What did you slip in the drinks you keep trying to hand me 

I am not feeling alright

Not feeling like myself 

What are you trying to do to me

I feel like I can't trust you 

Your drugs they are making me sick 

I think they are killing me

You got me under your spell

I think I am addicted 

I need to find a way to stop 

Before your drugs end up killing me 

Paul bundren pwb0581 some days

Some days I don't like anybody 

And don't want anything to do with you or anybody 

Sometimes I just want to shut down 

Lock myself into my room 

And forget the world

I don't want to go outside and play 

Don't want to respond to anything 

Even on social media 

I don't make any post or comments often 

Sometimes I keep scrolling 

Usually don't find anything I like on it 

I quit browsing 

People don't have nice things to say 

I feel like I am giving my life away 

To a machine 

To a robot 

That doesn't care about my feelings 

Worse of all a lot of people are fake

Some of them are trying to fuck you over

To take advantage of you for their own greed 

Not everyone is your friend 

People killing each other for power

Some days are bad

I just try to stay to myself 

Some days I just want to quit everything and shut down 

Lock myself in my room 

And forget the world 

Don't want to go outside and play 

There are a lot of evil things going on in the world today

Some days I just want to stay in bed and do nothing 

Paul bundren pwb0581 can we get along

Why can't we get along 

Why do we have to fight 

Why must everything be so evil 

Why must everything be about money 

When did this all began 

And how do we stop this 

This isn't how we raised 

Our ancestors would roll in their grave 

If they knew what was going on 

This is not love for one another it is blasphemy 

Can we turn things around 

Can we turn back time 

Can we change this story

End this tragedy before it begins 

Can we get out of the car about to crash 

And escape our death 

Why must everything be a sad sad song 

why do we keep singing along on repeat

Why can't we get along 

Why can't we love each other 

Make this world be a more happier place to be 

Make a difference 

Make a stand 

Don't let others decide for you 

Why are we laying down and dying for hate to eat us alive and take our souls 

Can we rebuild this home 

Make it a happier place to be

Why must we fight

Can we talk this out peacefully 

Can we fix this dysfunctional family

Can we try to paint a picture that is more prettier

Can we get along 

Try to make this world a better place for you and me to live in 

Paul bundren pwb0581 invisible

Sorry that they did this to you 

I will try to not let them do it again 

I will try not to let your death be in vain 

I will try to live on in your memory

I will fight for the rights they tried to take away and the life they claimed from you 

i won't let you be forgotten 

You were someone similar to myself

Someone different from all the rest 

That struggled to fit in just like me

A small town queer kid just like me 

That didn't had much support or resources growing up 

I want you to know that you belong 

I will try to be a safe person  

For all of the community out there that is struggling 

You are not alone 

No matter how hard they try to erase us

We have been and will always be here

No matter if they try to erase us and hide us

No matter how much they bully us 

We are not invisible 

Paul bundren pwb0581 I won't tell them your name

Bombs are going off in the air

But right now we don't care 

Leave the troubles of the world behind 

And just have fun 

We go dancing in the pouring rain 

Two gay soldiers kissing 

We don't care if people are watching 

We do it anyway cuz it feels right 

Then we go back to our tents 

Then perform oral sex on each other til we both cum

Technically we are breaking conduct code

But we proceeded anyway 

Who needs to know 

They say don't ask don't tell 

I won't tell them your name 

If you Don't tell them mine 

We can remain totally discreet 

we can remain completely anonymous 

if you want to 

No one needs to know 

Our relationship status doesn't have to be shared 

It doesn't have to be made public if you don't want to 

Why are people so concerned about what we do with our bodies

As long as we both consent to it 

Isn't there more important things out there to worry about 

We should be able to love each other and marry each other if we want to 

Without people judging us and discriminating against us 

Paul bundren pwb0581 your ghost

I try to pretend I am alright 

But your ghost keeps me up at night 

Can't erase you from my memory 

Everything in you I see in me

Wish I could revive you 

And turn back time

These days have turned even more troubling 

Since you left 

Wish were here with me 

To comfort me 

To guide me along the way 

Ever since you left 

They took our lifelines away 

we have been left in the cold to defend for ourselves 

I wish I could bring you back 

The world turned dark and grey

Your ghost is all that remains 

If I can bring you back from yesterday 

Everything has gone away since you left 

The weather outside turned dark and cold and raining 

My mental health has taken a decline 

For the worse

Trying to hold on to things 

That reminds me of you 

Can't pick up the pieces left scattered behind 

The rest of the family went separate ways 

Us siblings half the time are not getting along 

We have been fighting instead of supporting one another 

We are all struggling but hide behind a mask

Pretend we are ok when we are not 

Wish were here with me 

To comfort me 

To guide me along the way 

Ever since you left 

They took our lifelines away 

we have been left in the cold to defend for ourselves 

I wish I could bring you back 

The world turned dark and grey

Your ghost is all that remains 

If I can bring you back from yesterday 

Everything has gone away since you left 

We all make mistakes 

One thing I would change 

I would appreciate the time we spent more 

I can't get that back 

Wish were here with me 

To comfort me 

To guide me along the way 

Ever since you left 

They took our lifelines away 

we have been left in the cold to defend for ourselves 

I wish I could bring you back 

The world turned dark and grey

Your ghost is all that remains 

If I can bring you back from yesterday 

Everything has gone away since you left